This evening, mama was crying in front of me,
when we talk about the result which come out tomorrow.
Actually, we didn't have a deep talk,
mama told me about her yesteryear form 5 student who
came and pay her a visit.
Suddenly her eyes got teary.
I can not even look at her face.
My face cannot up straight.
With this kind situation, how should I face her
if tomorrow I didn't reach the expectation?
Ya Allah, I didn't ask much. I just praying and hope the result I will get tomorrow is good enough to make her relieve and happy. I just..
The time is nearer. I couldn't even count my fingers correctly
even though I know its completely 10.
Ma, I love you so much. I have ironing all the cloth for tomorrow.
I have mopped the floor and I have washed all the cloth.
I already make everything done.
Tonight, it is not about I want to avoid you.
Tonight I just want to be in my room.
Tonight I just want to lock my door earlier.
I cannot help myself feeling guilty when look at your tears.
Mama, I love you.
Please give me your bless.
Allah will not give me His bless if you're not blessing me, ma.
I know you love me so much and you always
think about your children more than you think about yourself.
Ma, I cannot even promise you anything.
but..I hope it will be well.