Bebest

I tried my best to be the best 

among this best five high competition and 

when he look down at me I feel 

like nothing left beside anger. 

I want yelling and shouting but 

I really cannot do that. why?

why I am stuck to the rule you make?

I want my freedom back. 

I don't want to hold back this feeling because

it hurts me so very much I, I couldn't tell. 

The rule of respect. 

How I try to respect people,

I always get in situation where people

does not respect me, 

so why should I stay with this?

I may explode and you don't even think

about me?

I hate to be tied with anything. 

I want to walk free.

I just want you to be there supporting me,

not controlling me. 

This feelings is mine. 

Let me know the world. Please.