Daddy Bidi;

Steve said, to overcome you fear you must come nearer to the fear. 

Do it

Like when you want to kill your enemy, 

you must know his weakness. 

Daddy Bidi is someone who high in spirit.

But it is so hard to get know him more than what my classmate and I

met in the class. 

And he hard to smile too. 

He is not someone who will talk nonsense. 

His speech always have value to hear but he ask no cent.

His mind content with such a brilliant idea. Economic!

For me, I love to have a conversation with person like him,

who can give us different ideas which open 

my eyes wider. ( I kan sepet )

But, its hard to be close to him. 

He is different

Everyone have no much courage to talk to him or denying what 

he is saying but when it is about Chemistry

my classmate never compromise. They will make it right!

Last year. 50 days before SPM

I remember how the situation was when I met him. 

I never thought that I would talk to him that way.

It such a pathetic but gorgeous with full of dignity. Haha!

"sir, I know 50 days left and I might be too late. But late is better than never right?
I want to make it. Its okay not to get A, but at least I want to change the 

grade I stay right now. At least there is some changes. At least I can grab a little more compare to get no any. At least I want to test this potential. At least I want to give it a try. At least, something will change. At least I don't want to wasting the times left. I want to use it. Please help me sir.."

As a teacher. I don't know either he believe in me or not,

but I can feel that he is more concern about me. 

Give me the extra exercise.

and I will give him the exercise I have done to be mark but until now

he never return even one!

Sir nak buat kenangan kot. Kenangan sangat!

So yesterday when I got the result, 

My Chemistry not Mr.A but she close to. 

For some, it may look so pathetic as you guys maybe got higher,

but its okay with me here. 

I look it as my personal achievement. 

I met Sir Zabidi in his room with Ili and Ekin. 

Saying thank you and all. 

Then, he smile at me.
 "Good la. I thought you get D. Tak sangka eh, you can grab at last minute. You don't give up at the last minute as some did. Ada orang, rasa tak boleh buat terus give up. At the middle, dah give up"

Finally, the word I waiting for so long, 

I don't give up

I hope, just if I can not to give up at all the subject,

 my result gonna be better than this. I guess

but nothing is matter. I am done with it.

At the end. I want to say very much sorry to Sir because have not 

use the times I have as I should. 

Thank you sir, budi baik mu akan ku kenang hingga ke hujung nyawa. 

You teach me something that I couldn't get at anywhere else. 

Ya Allah, please bless him. Give him strength so he can stand toughly with his principle 

and teach much more student and make them better than me and also better than my batch. 

I hope I can see him after this. Again. As a student of Law and I promise

if I success to be a lawyer I will give him free service. If Allah will. Amin...