All I ever wanted was the world. People say I am difficult but I said it always someone else 's fault.
I don't know what is real and what is not.
The things I aim, I want to hold it tight. Like I can imagine its already there.
Knowing that I need to wait a little more,
it make me scare.
To describe this feeling is impossible for people to understand but
this is the way I live my life
-non sense-