struggle? I don't think that I have struggle enough
when I was a candidate of SPM last year.
I know how I am doing and my family and friends also know
that I never put any much effort
eventhough I know the result which will come out
tomorrow will change my life.
My parents and people who concern at me have
warned me but I didn't listen to them.
So, why should I worry these day. Right?
serve me right. Haha (itching)
I really scared. But the feeling is right here. Killing.
Even the quotes said that struggle is just a part of our story
but it does not work on me.
If I want something I must struggle to get,
just then, I get it. If not, I will not get it.
I know the fact but still I ignore. But, things happen now.
I cannot even go back.
So, serve you right Rhan!! ( please don't laugh at me)