Thursday, February 8, 2018

To a new place

I moved out from Sri Putramas 1.
The room I rented for my internship.
It is just 4km away from my office. 
MYR400 including all utilities, 
fully furnished, got astro, wifi, sofa, 
just perfect for anyone to stay! 

but it wasn't perfect as it seems.
things happened and yeah, 
I packed my things and moved out 
without any second thought. 

because the owner is at fault, 
I get advantage of getting my deposit back.
all praises to Allah to ease my way.

However, in return of getting out of a hell, 
I need to face heavy traffic jammed.
I currently stayed at Shah Alam with my sister, 
(temporarily) before I found another house. 

I travel 40km every morning and 
another 40km in the evening. 
It took me literally one hour in the morning 
and two hour in the evening 
(depending on the traffic) 

Previously, when I stayed at Sri Putramas, 
I arrived at home before 5.30pm, 
and now, I arrived around 6.30pm to 7.00pm.
don't ask me how the traffic is!!

Previously, I always had time for myself. 
I can cook. I can watch dramas and streaming movie online, 
and that's also means that I had quite a lot of time 
to spend on reminiscing my fate. 

Today, once I arrived, I'm taking shower, 
perform my prayers, and all I wanted to do is sleep. 
and everytime I woke up the next morning 
I feel like, please tell me it's only twelve o'clock 

I feel exhausted

But. I never say I don't like it. 
Because at least, I didn't cry anymore. 
At least, I got my sister to talk to. 
She can get mad at me for messing her bed
or hang my cloth at the wrong hook.
But still, I never feel like going back to Sri Putramas.

At least when my schedule is pack, 
I won't dare to think about unnecessary things. 
So I can be much happier than I have always been. 
Right?

and writing this while reminding myself
that later on 5.00pm I need to be ready to face jammed!!

oh nooooooooooo