Monday, February 12, 2018

Home


Home is my remedy 
and a primary source of pain 
that is constant and sharp.

Home is where I find calmness,
and where my battlefields begins.

Home is where I love to be 
and know that the risk to 
get disheartened in return.


Of going back home or not,
in between of that, is a me,
who often, get confused.

I love home.
but it's hard and hurt 
to be around.

And everytime I go back,
I am not actually giving myself a chance,
but also the one staying at home.


A chance of seeing me,
for one more time.
And a chance for me, 
to love them once more time.

They can do it, 
because in front of my own two eyes,
I see them love others just fine,
it just me


But after all,
we all know the answer, 
a home is a home 
no matter what.

And by that, 
it means, 
a home is a place 
where one should return,
no matter, 
how high you fly 
how far you travel 
and 
how painful the distant.

Come back home.
Just come back.
The rest, will settle

I hope