I still remember your reflection on the glass,
coming over from behind,
I shut my eyes trying not to see you,
trying to ignore you,
trying not to have any feelings for you.
but when I open my eyes,
you were there,
you call my name and give me that smiles I always have crushed on,
and I've got no choice but to smile back.
happily.
to be honest, I've always happy that you were there,
that you were reachable when I am in need,
those insignificant moment for you is indeed significant for me,
but unfortunately you have no idea.
when you get hurt,
I was nervous.
I wanted you to stand strong even if you're broken,
but sometimes, I feel like lending my shoulders, so you can cry your tears out,
so your heart will not feels that heavy.
and I've always recognize your broken kind of smile,
and everytime you did that,
I feel like running to you and tell you
that it's gonna be alright
but all I did was stand too far and wishing only good things will happen to you
or standing so close to you and ignore everything I see in you.
Love