I can love as much even when I get less in return,
because I have faith in Allah that He will give me more,
if and only if I willing to wait for a little bit more.
We cannot force a relationship,
We cannot love when it wasn't love,
and we cannot hate when it wasn't hatred,
let it flow.
People says that I am a coward,
for not wanting to fight for what I loved,
but dear, we should had recognize,
a fight that we have lose right from the start.
I can fight if he's willing to be fought for.
I can love if he's willing to be loved.
I can give happiness if he willing to receive.
But the fact is, nothing I can do
when the only thing he did is refusing me.
And so,
I need to give myself a chance,
not only to love someone,
but to be loved back,
and if he's not willing then look for the one who do.
Because at the end,
when we aren't meant to be,
we will not be.
and I believe,
this time,
it wasn't only his happiness that matters,
but mine.
Hence, I would like to close my chapter about him.
and I wanna says, thank you for the memories.
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