Ayah, 

When did you getting so old?

You always request me to massage your foot 

do you know how much I love doing that?
I just wouldn't show.

I miss to massage your foot,

to feel how rough that two foot are. 

you told me that your leg is hurting 

and every time you said that, I am worried.

You are getting old

and I am not anybody yet.

I am not earning my own money yet.

so dad, can you please wait -- stop growing old.

I pray really hard so Allah sempatkan nyawa, 

so Allah sempatkan me untuk berjasa,

for wallahi, I would like to love him sampai syurga,

Ayah,

as you sleep, I look at your wrinkles,

I look at your tired face,

and pray that one fine day, I could give you everything you ever wanted in this world.

Ayah,

thank you for worry about me

thank you for loving me

thank you for being there when I am needing

Ayah,

I failed to read you sometimes, 

I failed to understand your love sometimes, 

I failed to be a good child always, 

but thank you for you never failed to keep believing

and not giving me up.

Ayah, 

may Allah reward you with the highest jannah.