How does it feels to be blamed of what happening to you?
How does it feels to be told that you're not deserve to fight back?
How does it feels to be told that you must swallowing all the insults, 
How does it feels to hear all these from someone you love the most?

Now,
I feels like a paper being crumpled by hands.
I feels like a doll being spitted.
I feels like a bird without its wings. 
I feels like a child who lost two eyes.

It feels like you being killed but still alive.
It hurts deep inside, not because of what is said, 
but because it was said by someone whom very dear to life.