Remember last week when I told you how I am getting very sick and my car break down. It's out of battery actually. That Friday feels so long to me and my mind was wandering thinking what I should do next, but ironically, I am very calm, instead of getting my heart hurt for hurting my family with the news. I am such an accident prone and trouble maker in family. Just what can I do to change that?
My sister make her way from Shah Alam to Mont Kiara to fetch me from office and bring my car to workshop. As we arrived at my place near 7.00pm then we decided to settle the car by tomorrow morning. The thing is, my sister dent her car when she is on her way to me. Her money flies away everytime she's having me around. It hurts me.
I can never thank Allah enough for giving me a sister as tough as her -- my superwoman. Always there to be counted on. Before my sister arrived, I did ask permission from the owner and my roommates to let my sister stay for one night because tomorrow we gonna go to workshop. I am not familiar with this place and none of my housemate willing to help, so what other choice I might have?
My roommates are okay, but the owner give one condition where my sister need to sleep in living room. How shall I react? I told her that I will sleep outside and my sister will have my bed. I just hope people could really be kind to others to reduce the problems they might be having. There is no pain in being kind, does it?
I didn't tell my sister this. It hurts ya know. Saturday morning was gloomy. My sister and I still didn't talked a lot. So much things happened in one day, so we are still figuring things out. I should be the one who go to shah alam and meet her. We are planning to watch movies together, now it is her who need to come here. I made her toast with egg.
Around 9.00am, we both packed. I also packed my things. In case my car is fixed, I wanna follow her and stay at her place the whole weekend, and all praises to Allah, Alhamdulillah Allah has make is easy for both of us. I go to management office and asking around if anyone got jumper and coincidentally, the security guard name Arman had it and he also called mechanic for me.
After change the battery my car finally ready to rock the road again, but I feel a little bit sad because my car battery is the original one and I never changed it for almost four years. It's amazing that it can serve me long enough for an underestimated brand. I love proton and gonna buy only proton in the future. hhaha. So, to shah alam I go with my sister.
Saturday feels so long. A good one of course. I get to stay at my sister's, watching movies (separately on each others phone), scrolling Instagram. We didn't had lunch as my sister is suffering from stomach ache and I don't really have an appetite these days. So, we only go out after asar. She brought me somewhere we can eat cendol and rojak. I had rojak buah and cendol pulut while my sister got herself cendol pulut and rojak pasembur.
After that, we go to Giant supermarket to buy some groceries. She insist to cook for dinner. (she's hesitating actually, but perhaps because I am here, so she wanted to cook). I had sup sayur for dinner and nasi goreng sayur for breakfast the next morning.
Sunday makes me feel so sad as I know my holiday will end. or maybe I do not want to be apart from my sister. No. I am not going to come back home on Sunday. I will just go to work from shah alam. I don't care. So, I woke up very early at 5.00am and go to work around 6.48am. I arrived around 7.38am. I think it was okay. I was fine with that. Just in time.
I think it can be done if I just move in to my sister's place. As long as I got to see her face, then everyday will be fine. All those problems with pms majid, will gone right after. inshaAllah.
It's always good to have someone close to you
in a place you're not familiar with.
It feels like only you too live in the place
and you need to fight all the people in the world.
you're not feeling safe
you're not feeling good inside
all these things which can lead to depression and stress.
That is why, be good to people.
We never know what happened to people.
Isn't it good to be someone who make way for others.
Allah has promised to give more to people who ease others.
Be good. Be kind. Be good. Be kind.
That's the only thing I want from people all around the world.
Because it hurts to have only ourselves in the world where me admit we are all sisters and brothers.