I just want to go to next week. I want to see what happen to me. I want to know. Really know about what will come to me. I want to know what I deserve that day. I having so much fun enough. Event at the peek time of war, I take everything so lightly. Now when things happen. Regret comes but it wasn't a way for me to get out from the reality I face today.
I know my parents disappointed on me. Even they doesn't showed but I am not that damn stupid. I can read by their eyes. I know much things they don't know that I already know.
I am not giving up. With willingness from Allah, I promise to do well and give my effort in the next path. But to choose the next path is now a problem to me. Seriously, I am ok with nmit and matrik as well. Because I have something to do with both of it.
I just following their decision. Not because I am giving up but because they know me better than I said I know myself.
I know my parents disappointed on me. Even they doesn't showed but I am not that damn stupid. I can read by their eyes. I know much things they don't know that I already know.
I am not giving up. With willingness from Allah, I promise to do well and give my effort in the next path. But to choose the next path is now a problem to me. Seriously, I am ok with nmit and matrik as well. Because I have something to do with both of it.
I just following their decision. Not because I am giving up but because they know me better than I said I know myself.