Saturday, March 17, 2018

What if she loves my husband?

It has been nearly two months since I moved to Shah Alam, 
and it takes me thirty to forty minutes to office and
forty to one hour to go back home.
And of course most of the time, I was alone in the car, 
except for if I need to pick up my sister at her Uni.

so, I keep wander about things, 
about all what if(s),
about what is possibly happen in life, 
what might other people may experiencing, 
a lot of things. 

and I love to dialogue with my own self.
so, one day, I was thinking about this scenario, 

what if, someone says that she loves my husband? 
(ofc, not now, I'm not yet married, and not yet have any candidate)


The first thing first, 
I would go to my husband, 
behaving myself, 
controlling my suspicious, 
and prepare myself to face the worst.
but of course LISTEN.

and after that,
I throw out all questions I had in my head, 
that has running wild for a while, 
and there --
I will believe my husband words and clear up the suspicious

because if it wasn't me to believe my husband,
who else would.
(of course, with a concrete evidence) 
I won't blindly believe his story like a fool.
be moderate in everything.

then, 
I will not make a fuss and let her had feelings for my husband, 
while praying very hard so that Allah fade her feelings away,
and grant her someone who could love her 
as sincere as she loves my husband.

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