One day, while I was talking to a friend about how man and woman can decide to love one another, to spend the rest of their life with that one person who you got no option not to see his/her faces after getting marry besides divorce which none of us ever wanted it at the first place, he said this to me; 

"If you love a man, do not ever make them feel comfortable around you like a friend"

and I was like, "seriously man? doesn't every relationship starts with friendship?" I ask. He nods half heartedly and then continue to shake his head hardly. I ask him why boys think like that and he continue with shrugging his shoulders. Hump, not helping in any way, at all. I ate my melting ice cream while he's focusing on his. why on earth did I met him as a friend?

When I go back to my room, putting down all my stuff under my table before safely landed on my half-comfy four inch bed, I think about our conversation earlier, why girl shouldn't treat a boy like a friend when you want him to like you back. Basically, I still didn't get the answer but maybe because they didn't find it interesting as they can talk to us like his other male friend, does it?

but I still believe in love that start from friendship. You know why? because I find it beautifully. Just imagine, two bestfriend fall in love with each other, getting to know each other better and better each year, completing all weakness that was known even before the marriage happen, how sweet is that?

starting with kau-aku and ended up as awak-saya or even sweeter for marriage couple, abang-sayang (I cringe writing this one, haha)