Let yourself struggle

I guess it true.

Since week one,

I have say nothing

but to stop.

to discontinue

my internship.

life getting tougher,

that I can no longer bear.

but as time slowly passed,

it will eventually pass,

and now,

I am already half of the way.

I proud of myself,

for struggle,

for bearing the pain well.

In a second thought,

I know this pain,

this test,

is not as much as 

what others might experience,

and I should be thankful,

that Allah give me this test.

It shows that He believe

that I can handle this much.

So, if He believe in me,

why not I, believe in myself?

And of course,

I am going to be happy

about this later on,

and thanking everyone,

who convince me

to stay from the start

So I will be positive from now on.

Instead of looking how farther

I need to go,

I will focus on how far,

I have went.