I thought I was doing fine.

I thought I am doing a right thing.

I thought this is the best for all.

I thought a little sacrifice would be fine.

things gonna end, by the way.

but, I guess I was wrong.

My body start reacting when I try to ignoring

my mental and emotional distress.

I was tired, all the time.

I had difficulties to sleep at night.

frequent headache.

throwing up.

lost appetite.

sore throat.

and for having all that,

I have stop laughing.

I have stop feeling happy.

I have stop experience sadness.

I just can't process my feelings.

perhaps, just like me, 

my feeling must has gotten confuse

but that's our biggest mistake.

we think emotional distress hurt less,

than physical abuse.