To not feel anything is something pernah tak rasa macam ni? one time kita rasa semua benda dalam satu masa, macam tak cukup ruang dekat dada sampai bersesak sebab nak handle all emotions at one time. Tapi bila dah terbiasa dengan rasa, tiba-tiba satu hari rasa tu hilang semua. Contoh; benda menyakitkan hati pun dah tak rasa nak marah, benda yang menyedihkan pun tak rasa nak nangis.
The problems are there, dan masih kisah je untuk selesaikan semua, tapi cuma jiwa tu tak ada. It feels like an empty hole inside - a very deep black hole.
Eventhough it seems okay, but I know it's not. No human being, living his life, without feelings, or perhaps, I am just taking a short break before I sort it all out. I hope I can really talk to someone right now. I really need to pour this emptiness out but how did you get rid of emptiness? emptiness can't be rid off, it can only be filled.
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