Again and again.
I try to be kind.
I try to show my affection towards him.
But he's like trying to avoid me,
he's not going to talk to me anymore,
and he's not replying my message like before,
he no longer try to not stop talking to me.
He cut off the topic just like that.
I don't understand what is in his mind.
and what he sees in me?
and what he think about me?
one month I struggle with my heart,
trying really hard not to text him,
finally, when the day I succeed finally arrived,
he come back and waver my heart again and
once again ignoring me like this.
I totally mad.
Now, another one month and more to be added.
This year, I hope he will not wish my birthday, or
else, I will melt again.