"I swear by the time, most men are in lost"
[103:1-2]
Time is the only thing that you can't tebus balik no matter of what you do.
Watching and reading Harry Potter, you never know how much I want the clock given to Hermoine by Dumbledore. I have always want to travel back to times when I think I could do things right from the start.
I always want to once again become 5 y/o Farhana with amount of knowledge that I have now.
Funny right :p
You might think I am crazy but, yah it's true that I ever had that will-never-happen kind of thought.
wewee *angkat kening double jerk
Okay, done with it!
As time passed a lot of things including your life, your colleagues, your status, your everything la have changed (both to good or to bad - you decide!)
"Nothing is permanent"
"Not everyone would stay beside you forever"
Yeah, I know all the facts and in fact I understand it well (I say), but somehow I still felt very offended with some of my friends. They are changed too much. They are being so different, and the looks in their eyes are not same anymore. The sincerity in friendship that I once felt was no longer exist.
Back then, I could proudly tell that they are my friends.
But today, I don't even dare to think that they are my friends because when people
ask them, what is our relationship (as I seem to know my friends very well), their reaction will be like erm, she's just someone I know from my college and I met her because she's my classmate.
You might say, I am thinking too much but serious talk - I am not!
This time.
I am done with those friendship people offer.
Because when I am being too accessible.
They also easily walked away.
I no longer have energy for meaningless friendship, force interaction or unnecessary conversation. Till our eyes meet again, do well in your life, okay?