It has been long since I last contact with my friends

from NMIT. 

The best memories created during our days is in ISV. 

I still can feel, how warm our friendship are. 

and guess what, I can still remember your smile 

when we all spend time together. 

I still can remember your smile.

I still can feel the sincerity when we talked or having 

conversation. 

I still remember, how safe I feel when you hug me into your arm. 

and of course, I remember, that feeling when 

you guys are willing to fight for each other. 

but day by day, 

those kind friendship is fading away. 

I don't know when we start to be cold to each other. 

I don't remember when we start to feel uncomfortable 

and secretly wishing not to see each other face. 

Honestly, I don't know.

And now, 

after what had happened, I feel disappointed. 

Not because of our fights and arguments, but the 

fact that we cut our ties just because of that arguments.

I think, people like these are those who make me afraid.

Afraid of being nice and friendly to people or in right words,

afraid of making new friends.

because I know, the one who will ended getting hurt is none other 

but me. 

because when people easily cut ties, 

I will always try to hold onto it. Just like a rope. 

I hope, if my friends are reading this, 

I just want to let them know that I was happy spending time with them. 

Never once I regret of knowing them and the most important thing is that

I always pray to Allah and secretly wishing that my friends and I could 

find our way back. 

I know if they are reading this, they will laugh saying that it was 

impossible. 

But somehow, I just gonna believe that it will happen, someday.

because I believe, as time passed, wounds will heal. 

Even it take years, I will wait.

I pray to Allah, that all of us will be happy here after.

I pray to Allah, that we will eventually re-unite in jannah.

Dear dearies, 

Heal that wounds quickly, 

don't easily forgetting memories we created. 

Friendship is like that,