NOVELS

I’m not growing up with novels. The first novel that I read was Setulus Janji (as I remember). Itupun cousins punya, Abu Umairah Amiruddin Husain. Cover hijau I thought. I already forget what the story was about but it was really interesting and Islamic. The second one is Cinta Adam dan Hawa by Aisyah Sofea, itupun not finish because, you know I’m not a good reader. I felt bored faster that I thought so its like the terbengkalai construction.

When I was 15, that was the year I truly put my passion on reading novels. I read everything in front of my eyes and not taking off for two days. I read it even mama started babbling because I let novels distract my focus on works. Heehe. The first novel that I own myself is ANDAI ITU TAKDIRNYA by SITIROSMIZAH. Best seller and it was her first novel. From there, I start collecting novels and right now it almost 50. I know, some people have hundreds but I think as penjimatan boleh dilakukan why not. So I read hundreds but I only have 50. That’s mean another novels I borrowed from friends and cousins. See, all of them pun pencinta novel jugak, so why not kita sharing right. Anyway sharing is caring meyhh. Haaha.

As I growing up, I understand. Novels can make us better person and can make us leka or alpa person. For me, novels have help me a lot in improved my vocabulary. My essays become longer and longer. That showed that I have  a lot of ideas which actually I take from each novels I ever read. Then, how can novels make us leka? Ok usually, every novels end with happy ending. The ending that most people dream about. But the fact is, not everyone meet their happy ending. We all have our own path and let ourself dragged into day dreaming about having great happy ending is not right at all. Not wrong if you hope but it’s wrong when you are to sure and you’re obsessed with that. You must let the rest to Allah when you had try your best. You must learn to accept disappointment, so that you can accept the painful truth.

Actually, happiness does not come only at the end. Throughout this journey, Allah give you happiness that you not notice or maybe because we forget to thankful to HIM. Allah give you good family even they are annoying, tak happy ker? Of course we happy right. You getting married. You happy. Your kids moving in your belly. You happy. The happiness always there, but we never realized. After all live your life and don’t waste it on something yang tak patut. Like what? Everyone have their own opinion, so I let you to determine what something yang tak patut tu. Haaha.. =)