By Chance, I want change it

As we ever young before, I sure each of us ever questioned to our parents,

‘mama/ayah, why you choose this name for me?’. Right!

I pun ever wonder, why they choose Farah Farhana as my name. You know I have a imaginary name. I believe everyone have one but change our name is not as easy as we thought. So much procedure to do, and for me I 

choose to stay with the name chosen by my parents rather than change it.

Athara Dielsya Cahienria.

People call me Nana.

Some of them call me Farah. But it have been almost 6 years since I was in form 1(as I remember), that people dah tak call me Farah anymore. Why? Maybe because ‘FARAH’ is the name that called by people who hate me. Entah I try so hard to forget and accept it but I know I can’t. Maybe because I cannot forgive them yet. But I will surely do one day.

Dulu I watch drama Filipin and I love it so much. Kiranya that was my first Filipin drama lah.

Pangako Sayo.

And then, I don’t sure when but I love to call myself Arabella Gracies,
From there, I really wish if someone can call me Ara..Ara..Ara but still they call me Nana. In Japan, Nana means ‘number seven’. Owh please, I don’t want to be at seven places all the time.

And then, Eunice. I don’t remember where I got this name. Maybe from BABIE. Hehee. I don't know lha.  

Today, it was an ease if people can call me Hara.

Its from my own name. FARAH. Just terbalikkan jer and it will be HARAF, but why must I put F at the back kan? So get rid that F and lets HARA stay. From Farah I found HARA and from HARA, I found Athara.

Look, I never believe that name has connection with our character. But my teacher told that Our name showed who we are, because of that old says that ‘choose a good name for your child’. Farah Farhana. Hapiness of Happiness. In that name, what lies behind it ,is HAPPINESS. I not find what the happiness that meant for me, but I believe I will understand it one find day.

After all, I am thankful because my name is Farah Farhana. I proud of my name because I hope I will bring happiness to others just like the meaning of my name.

Athara Dieslsya Cahienria is my imaginary name.

Farah Farhana Karim is my name in NRIC.

But just call me HARA.