Stimes

Gracias SCHOOL TIMES 

anxious waiting for tomorrow 

I didn't ask you to give what I want 

I ask you to just Understand 

p/s :: I don't know that hard to you 

Because This Is 1st Time

I heard that you're great

 I heard that you're one type just like me 

I know you care about your friendship pretty much 

I know friendship disaster your life 

through your blog 

through your status 

I know you're same like me

I don't know how to treat people and how to approach as well, 

because I never asking for a boy to be my friend, 

so, sorry for the wrong sentences that I used because 

I just don't know how to treat people

Let's Be Friend

Arrangement of Alphabets

Hey ! 

E . N . J . O . Y

your days . Each moment . 

Me ? say anything - NOPE 

[ you think that I'm not ]

F . U . N . N . Y

you ? understand .. ^ urmm - bolehlah 

Me ? pretend - YES 

[ say me ] 

W . E . A . K 

your weakness is there 

me ? has more than you - AGREE 

[ we say ]

T . H . I . N . K 

you & me 

blunders ? - ABSOLUTELY 

hiding ? - YUP 

selfish ? - COMPLETELY 

[ say their ] 

T . H . A . N . K

what have you done ?

me ? owh  - NOTHING 

touched ? for what - WEIRD 

hehehehheheheheh 

SMILE till u DIE ^^

who write it ? who make it ? who start it ? who finish it ? who full with revenge ? who mock it ?
who hate it ? who feel jerk with it ? who say it ? who told it ? who express it ?

me . you . them . their . we 

why all 5 of you so stubborn huh ? 

reblog::Kindness

Nobody has it easy; everybody has problems.

Even those you see on television, or those you hear on the radio.

You don't know what their life is really like,

or what they have to go through.

Nobody is perfect, nobody deserves to be perfect.

So before you start judging, criticizing or mocking.

Remember that everybody is fighting their own war,

so please be kind.

p/s::reblog from source 

it was exactly what I feel, it just I don't know how to express it in proper words

Secret Of A Lover

Unconditional love is when you give without hoping for any returns

trial spm >mood on< straight A's >InsyaAllah

reblog::untitled

It's true, what my instinct told me before.

I am just tired of it

because people will always leave me behind.

And now I am afraid to believe in my instinct.

I will just want to be like the rope, to hold on and hold on.

p/s::reblog from source

it was exactly what I feel, it just I don't know how to express it in proper words

Reblog::The Past

The past taught me how to dream.

The past taught me how to trust myself.

Because the past made who I am today.

If only the past knew this.

p/s::reblog from source 

it was exactly what I feel, it just I don't know how to express it in proper words

sometimes you have to smile, 

pretend everything's okay, 

hold back the tears and 

just walk away 

Reblog:FearFactor

Throughout my life, I have always been afraid of losing the people I love.

But then sometimes I wonder if there is anyone out there afraid of losing me.

I'm someone who cares so much about the people around me,

but I am not sure if they feel the same way.

I wonder if I have ever made a big impact on someone's life

p/s::reblog from source

it was exactly what I feel, it just I don't know how to express it in proper words

Heart BreaK

Once upon a time, I was looking outside the window in deep thought, "I'm so happy it's ridiculous. I wish I knew how heartbreak feels like" Now, wishing that is ridiculous. Looking back at my self five years ago, I wanted to step back into the past and slap her face and tell her to not wish stupid things. 

Because heart break is the lousiest feeling in the world. You are pathetic one way or another. You keep telling yourself you can cope, and it sounds pathetic. You cry yourself to sleep, and that's pathetic too. You eat chocolate and write in your blog that chocolate is better than a relationship, and that's one rubbish that is pathetic in every sense 

But now, I  don't think all of that is important anymore. I think the waiting game, the meeting a lot of strange characters, the pain and suffering that comes with heartbreak is just stepping stone towards something even more

little from Valentina Nervosa

We have same story line, the differ is just you have better place than me. You should glad about that/!

You're arrogant, arrogant and arrogant but you arrogant with peoples you don't know and you don't want to know. I think my name was in 'you don't want to know' am I right? 

No matter what, I wish you happy day. Salam 

p/s:: I've Mix Feeling Right Now 

Assalammualaikum, 

Happy Eid Ul-Fitr People

forgive all my wrongdoings for yesterday, today and future 

Ido

LFT&RFT

Do you ever do something out of sudden bravery that flew to your entire body? Your adrenaline tells, that you got this only to find out a little later how much you will regretting it? 

But there is nothing we can say for certain. Perhaps, when we are older, we will get wiser and all of these things started to make sense. 

Approaching

Assalammualaikum

Finally, dah masuk ramadhan yang ke-22,

ada yang dah mula penuhkan balang kuih, 

ada yang sibuk menjahit langsir

ada yang tengah buat renovation 

dan ada juga yang tak de buat apa2 sebab dia tak raya .. hahaha [ no function]

Raya dalam term 2012 untuk aku agak berbeda; 

naik cuti raya terus trial spm - Gempak startz kan !!! 

tapi tahun ni mama & kakak aku nak raya sakan, 

tahun ni 

langsir tukar, 

perabot adjust

pembuangan stock besar besaran 

pengosongan ruang habis habisan 

kuih berbalang balang 

meja buffet dah pasang

tinggal one step je lagi

Aku harap takdelah aku 'sakan' sangat raya nanti 

anyway teruskan berpuasa walaupun yang menulis ni pun tak cukup. 

and 

start count down HARI RAYA + TRIAL SPM 2012 

May Allah Bless 

Why I love writing =)

Why do I write? It is a simple question and 

it is fairly simple for bloggers to answer.

I write because we LOVE to!

L. location. We get to make up completely new worlds!

Worlds where anything is possible 

O. only thing we can do. 

We can't wait to get back to that story and make sure that we write it,

that why we share it with the world. 

I've tired not writing before and I can't do it because it's the only thing

running through my mind. 

Its the only thing I wanted to do. 

V.voices. There are so many voices running through our heads that 

we have no choice but to write them down. 

These voices turn into some our favorite protagonist or antagonist.

We may like them or hate them but there are voices have 

to be shared with the world 

E.engage. we love to engage people in our stories, we want our readers engaged 

in what's happening. After all, we write for our readers 

but sometimes and somehow, people do not know what inside my mind, 

and keep asking and accusing me even they know nothing. 

but i believe one thing that they will never understand my words if they cannot understand my silent.

salam =)

Library

BIOLOGY 

CHEMISTRY 

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS 

13 July 2012 

tell me when I nearly to forget 

RM27.80 

1000 

conversation CELEBRATION 

- thank you for hearing 

- thank you for texting 

- thank you for chatting 

- thank you for advising 

- thank you for be here and there 

- thank you for being my crying know'er

Mina. imy 

Choosing...

you know that you're that person I wrote about!! 

[acting lha macam dia baca]

until you can be fair then I will stop, 

today and on ... 

face my craziest!! 

you may not notice because it was a silent killer

k salam =) 

Don't say 'know..'

don't say you know when you actually don't, 

don't say you know when you act like you don't, 

don't say you know when you absolutely can't do nothing!!

attach this in your mind because it may be the 

termination of that goal

~ know? ~

Natural or ,,

Aik's ''kenapa muka nampak sedih je?'' 

I rubbed my face. ''mana ada, tak nampak ke saya tengah happy sangat ni!''

even strangers notice it : xd 

peace

a little yesterday and today =)

satisfy others? yes we afford to do that

satisfy everyone? no one could 

so, the conclusion is > ''don't think about it'' 

but sometimes we cannot avoid right? 

just let the tears going down 

even peoples say it useless thing to do,

because they don't know that you endure it alone. 

muahh C(=

dear friends,

don't press your emotion thinking about this,

true friendship will never come without fight or smthg like this

things happen so sudden and we can't predict.

it happens not because of you or not even her,

it happens because Allah already plan it for us and Allah will fix it up

with something better than this.

'there is no roses without any torn'

bye =)



I always misunderstood over someone kindness,

because people don't know my hardest time

i'm not asking for sympathy, i keep moving since the past 5 years 

act like you care huh! 

have no one to trust or have no one to talk?

think about it 

salam

pain make you stronger 

tears make me braver 

a heartbreak make you wiser 

but you have no much pain

no much tears and 

no much heartbreak 

that was the reason why you can't face me 

smile more than you cry 

give more than you take 

and love more than you hate 

# I had try too much and You make me tired but give up is never be me 

don't feel ashamed when giving little for charity, 

that is because there is always goodness in giving 

no matter how little 

I can't give you guys much but my love is all out for you 

to you who are living through the present moment

to you right now, who keep hanging your head down 

just why are you crying? I don't understand at all 

just what can I, being so powerless do for you? 

since I am not you , I don't understand what you feel

I can't just thoughtlessly tell you that I do understand 

so please tell me why you are in pain 

I want try my best to do for you whatever I can 

its okay to cry from time to time 

but tomorrow let's go with a smile 

you always try so hard . you really try too hard 

you don't have to work so hard now

its fine to slack off once in a while 

although you can only live in a uncouth manner, I like your way of life 

I really like your eyes when you smile 

so please don't blame yourself so much 

at times, people grow up through relying on others 

its okay to run away from pain or difficulties 

as long as you can fight again on another day 

even though so many unpleasant things have happened by going through them

it becomes easier for you to notice the little pleasant things, doesn't it?

to you who have forgotten even to smile 

you've been through so much up today, but you will definitely have a happy tomorrow 

so please, don't just keep suffering in a corner alone

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater...The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot

Love is patient, love is kind. 

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres

k bye =) 

Love is needing someone.

 Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you

vole.xo.xo

We’re all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.

Its all in the view 

That's what I mean about forever too, 

For anyone of us, 

out forever could end in an hour or a hundred years from now on 

You never know for sure

so you'd better make every second count 

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it 

Life is beauty, admire it 

Life is a dream , realise it

Life is a challenge , meet it 

Life is a duty, complete it 

Life is a game , play it

Life is a promise , fulfill it 

Life is sorrow , overcome it 

Life is a song, sing it 

Life is struggle , accept it 

Life is a tragedy , confront it 

Life is an adventure , dare it 

Life is too precious , do not destroy it

Life is Life , fight for it 

I have too much reason to fight for my life, 

To ,laugh often and much

to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children 

to earn the appreciation of honest critics and to endure the betrayal of false friends

to appreciate beauty

to find the best in others 

to leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch

or redeemed social condition 

to know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived 

This is have to succeeded 

I shall believe in myself to achieve my dream.

You're not allow to ruin my dream 

and you think I will just let and see it ?? 

people, let success together, hate brings you no where

Where ever she is 

What ever she is 

However she is 

I just ever wish that I want to be her, 

but peoples have their own special case 

and they just need to believe. 

I shall believe myself and I know that

=)

dear, kau memang pandai pilih

thanks 

its beautiful even doesn't suit me

Jealous

you know when you do 

I Know That You're Jealous But Don't Be 

I have my own space where it make me special just the way I am

and you can have yours too. 

Stop lying and accept the way you are and dig your heart then

you will find the best answer of your privileges in your own space. (= 

Yes This Is For You 

The Past!!

past for you doesn't mean past for me 

past for me doesn't mean past for you 

but in the middle of that, there is something that will never be past for you and for me

when I feel I miss you damn much, 

I open my facebook's inbox .

You Know What

I almost cry, reading it one by one since you activated your acc. 

but as you said, I just wasting crying for things like this, 

I'am speechless 

#2

Cannot Enjoy The Last Sport Day :'(

Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa bergurau senda di hadapanmu,
Ketahuilah dialah seorang pemurung tatkala sendirian.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa menyuntik kata-kata semangat dan perangsang kepadamu,
Ketahuilah tatkala itu dia sedang menyulam hatinya yang retak seribu.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa kelihatan kuat di hadapanmu,
Ketahuilah dialah yang sentiasa mengadu lemah di hadapan Tuhannya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang ketawanya menceriakan harimu,
Ketahuilah tatkala itu dia sedang membalut duka di dadanya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sering memberi hadiah kepadamu,
Ketahuilah dialah insan yang tidak pernah mendapatkannya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang bebas mengeluarkan cetusan fikirannya,
Ketahuilah dialah seorang 'petapa setia' yang tidak mampu
bersuara tatkala sendirian.....

BIDADARI FIRDAUSI

Not-To-Self 2

Hidup aku tak seindah dan tak sesempurna kisah kisah dongeng 

dalam novel novel islamik mahupun sebaliknya, 

tapi sekurang-kurangnya aku mahu jadi yang terbaik setakat yang aku mampu 

dalam kisah hidup aku sendiri 

Note-To-Self

memang lha masa berjalan sebab tu kita ibaratkan dia macam emas 

tapi kita kena bersyukur sebab masa tak berlari dan tak berhenti!

kalau masa berlari, nanti kita tercari cari 

kalau masa berhenti, nanti kita tak kenal erti kehidupan ini 

dan setiap saat yang berlalu adalah sejarah yang mengandungi 

pahit, manis, suka dan duka.. 

kehidupan tu sangat indah and precious

melihat kembali apa yang pernah berlaku dan sedang berlaku menjadikan kita 

semakin matang dalam meniti hari2 yang mendatang. 

Aku mungkin boleh bertahan untuk tempoh yang agak lama dengan pengalaman yang sudah 

tetapi sakit dan pedih yang menghimpit tetap terasa! 

Aku tak meyesal, Aku tak sedih, Aku tak marah, Aku tak rasa apa2 dah

Aku rasa aku Copper 

Copper : No change mean no reaction

cuma aku terkilan sangat, 

I try to forget but I can't. I try to accept, also I can't. I try to forgive, but I can't 

I've brutal character, but I only has a small soft heart

Its very fragile, that why I like this. 

but, that fragile heart can be hard like stone and you will never see it turn like before.

I really want to finish this each second that left for me

full with happiness and enjoy this little time with those persons who I appreciate!!

Assalammualaikum 

Masa

kau amiklah berapa bayak masa yang kau perlu,
kerana ruang itu diperlukan untuk kebaikan, 

tapi jangan sampai terlambat, 

kerana mungkin suatu ketika,

ketika masanya telah tiba, 

aku tiada lagi untuk kau katakan ''kau kawan aku'' 

lama lagikah masa yang aku ada?

Things aren't meant to be forever

we live then we die 

and what we do in the middle 

makes us who we are

The past cannot be 

CHANGED, FORGOTTEN, EDITTED OR ERASED 

It can only be ACCEPTED 

It Hurts Isn't it?

Everyone has three life 

1. Public life 

2. A private life 

3. Secret life 

I make 2 and 3 mine and let the 1 going with the flow 

people will never know

sometimes you gotta quit thinking so much. 

If it feels right, it probably is.

So just go with it 

I love it when I hear lyrics 

that totally apply to my current situations 

LIFE IS A PUZZLE 

stop trying to place people where they don't fit 

Understand? 

sometimes 

words are better of and left unsaid 

because saying them would make things worse. 

They couldn't understand 

I want

I want talk much 

I want laugh much

I want to tell you 

I want to spread my words 

I want do this and

I want do that 

I want to be here and

I want to be there 

I want to online 

I want to study 

I want to eat ice cream 

I want blue wall 

I want that shoes 

I want that bag 

 I want everything that I want 

I Just Want 

Siblings

I fight with my siblings

but once you lay your fingers towards them

you face me!!!

don't worry my brosis, I'm here taking care of you 

Far From Each Other

to create a sense of love and affection which have faded

we just need time and space.

too much things happen between us and

I hope this 7 days had teach us how to be better

I cannot promise anything

but I'll try to do anything

to achive our ambition and dream

Friends Like Us

It told me everything 

Indonesia

mitos and dongeng

everything is those drama was unlogical,

yet I don't know why

I'm still watching it

The Hero Is Handsome ^o^

imy

Today you are come back with a new post on your wall.

I don't think that it enough for me to know your condition right now.

where ever you are

and how ever the situation it is

remember that I'm here thinking of you

Assalammualaikum



On the way to the 1st step

To Mama and Ayah 

Thanks for loving and care about me 

I feel different when it just me left in the house

with two little sister and brother. 

I'm just like the first daughter and I don't like this feeling. 

It needs me to be more mature to guide my siblings, 

and I just don't want grow up again. 

I still want to be a kid. 

Yes, I admit that actually 

I'm scared to face the world out there.

 I know my sister will success 

I always pray for her success 

she thought me everything that I should know 

she protect me as long as she can 

she always accept me from my weakness to the abilities 

sometimes she's jerk and annoying but I realise 

that she had been too patient 

with my jerk and annoy habits

 Thanks Kak Yati .

She treats us Nasi Arab 

its feel weird on my tongue and in my mouth

the sour and the spice 

make me feel different. 

but for not hurting the person who treat me 

so, I finish my meal with the suck breath . 

I think if I eat it oftenly, I sure Ican make 

my self more comfortable and 

my body system can accept those food.

 My beloved mama 

my default picture 

she is so different with me 

I'm copycated my dad lha =)

beside me is Afifah

my dearest cousin who I love the most 

always with me 

and know me in and out 

know my secret and know my problems. 

She is really meant for me

This is my siblings =)

In the blue blouse is my youngest sister

and we called him 'baby'

she's sweet like that. 

In the light brown shirt is my youngest brother

and we called him 'kimi' 

from the name Farid Hakimi 

In the yellow- black shirts is my brother

differ 3 years below me 

but he's taller than me 

and I don't like that fact! 

and we called him 'Nuar'

from the name Farid Anuar 

besides Nuar is my eldest sister 

already in U 

waiting for the replying letter from Mesir 

and she is the best

the name that have loyal meaning [ for me] 

Farah Adibah 

kegemniraan kepemimpinan 

I used to called her 'kak' 

I love all of them. Till my last breath 

Assalammualaikum

My Feeling

When I shared something which is related to my feelings

with others, 

Actually the feeling was going to left me slowly and when 

I woke up, I realise that my feelings already gone. 

Atikah You're Right 

But seriously I don't want this feeling flying away

please. what to do? 

# I Miss Him 

Think

I want to stop from thinking but 

I still keep thinking because

this thing keep me attracted to keep thinking 

Thinking Again 

Flying Letter For Kau C(=

Terkadang hatiku bertanya 

Adakah dia dah berpunya 

kerana diriku berasa

aku jatuh hati padanya 

Aku ingin memilikinya, 

Aku ingin menjaga dia, 

Aku ingin menyayanginya,

Aku ingin hidup dengannya . 

Would you? 

Assalammualaikum

Be Better

THE GAME JUST START    ^_"   '  

LAYAN
I give you a chance, 

You miss it once 

You never get another. 

#So Don't Blame Me C(=  peace ''~''

Its okay to be just yourself and it is very important for you to be just yourself, 

but there is nothing wrong for you to be just better than you're now. 

Not for others but for your goodness too ''o^ 

Assalammualaikum 

Sahabat =)

Ingin aku singkap kembali

Kenangan lama agar bersemi

Inginku ulangi kisah manis

Agar terus bersemadi

Ingatlah aku sebagai rakanmu

Kenanglah daku dalam doamu

Begitulah indahnya kisah dahulu

Engkau sebagai temanku

Apabila engkau terjaga

Satukanlah harapanku denganmu

Kerana ianya bakal berpadu

Mimpi si penunggu yang setia

Layarkanlah impian doamu

Sesungguhnya aku masih mengingatimu

Sebagai kawan rakan dan teman

Semoga kita diberkati Allah

Kudoakan kepadamu agar bahagia

Di dunia dan akhirat

Bila sesuatu berlaku diantara kita. Salahkanlah aku kalau itu dapat memuaskan hatimu kerana aku juga turut mengakui bahawa banyak khilaf yang telah aku lakukan sepanjang aku mengenali dirimu. Seperti yang kau tahu, aku tidak sempurna dan aku hanya mampu mengharapkan kemaafan daripada dirimu atas segala dosa-dosa aku pada dirimu. 

Bila sesuatu berlaku diantara kita. Aku mohon agar leraian kasih persahabatan ini tidak disusuli dengan dendam dihati. Aku mohon padamu, jika benar sesuatu itu berlaku diantara kita, biarlah ia hanya antara kita.

bukan antara aku dengan keluargamu 

dan 

bukan antara dirimu dengan keluarga aku 

Sahabatku, andai hubungan ini tercalar kerana sesuatu dan 'sesuatu' itu adalah kerana aku. 

Aku terima. Kerana aku tidak mahu mendesak, menyakiti mahupun menambahkan beban kepada dirimu lagi. Namun, aku tetap menghargai segala pemberian, keprihatinan dan kesabaran yang kau berikan sepanjang kita menjalinkan persahabtan ini. 

Aku masih menyayangi mu kerana engkau saudara seIslamku. 

Kau tidak kurang apa2 jika hanya aku yang tiada. Aku percaya itu! =)

Semoga berjaya dalam mengejar mimpi dan cita cita. 

Aku tidak menyesal kerana mengenalimu

Terima Kasih 

Assalammualaikum

Loser?

You're not a loser 

I never see you like a loser 

I proud of your spirit 

always stay strong in any state and condition 

so, please don't feel like that =)

Assalammualaikum 

Who am I?

.we're not friends.

we're strangers with memories 

I don't know you and

you don't know me

I just peeking you 

but you don't realise 

that because 

I like you that much 

just I'm shy 

Me today

when I know your reason. I felt like dying and 

you have no right to blame me today 

because you make me who am I today =)

The fact

Friends almost 4 years

Only today, we start blaming each other and feel the pain that stab our heart.

we're not being outspoken in relationship 

I used it before, but you said that I'm little rude and totally not polite

but, when we keep silent and blind our eyes for each mistakes that we did in this relationship

we can see the cracks of the relationship. 

Sometimes strangers are better but I will miss my friends.. Truly.. 

I Miss You Always My Friends 

Just we can't right?

Assalammualaikum 

Satisfaction...

We get the satisfaction once we spread out our words 

but the effect that affect us is bigger than what we can imagine. 

I warned myself but I'm so hard just like a stone, 

but I just don't care because I'm used to it. 

I Don't Know How About You 

Assalammualaikum

Sakit kan?

Its hurt right?

It also hurt inside me

Assalammualaikum