Thursday, June 7, 2012

On the way to the 1st step

To Mama and Ayah 
Thanks for loving and care about me 
I feel different when it just me left in the house
with two little sister and brother. 
I'm just like the first daughter and I don't like this feeling. 
It needs me to be more mature to guide my siblings, 
and I just don't want grow up again. 
I still want to be a kid. 
Yes, I admit that actually 
I'm scared to face the world out there.

 I know my sister will success 
I always pray for her success 
she thought me everything that I should know 
she protect me as long as she can 
she always accept me from my weakness to the abilities 
sometimes she's jerk and annoying but I realise 
that she had been too patient 
with my jerk and annoy habits

 Thanks Kak Yati .
She treats us Nasi Arab 
its feel weird on my tongue and in my mouth
the sour and the spice 
make me feel different. 
but for not hurting the person who treat me 
so, I finish my meal with the suck breath . 
I think if I eat it oftenly, I sure Ican make 
my self more comfortable and 
my body system can accept those food.

 My beloved mama 
my default picture 
she is so different with me 
I'm copycated my dad lha =)

beside me is Afifah
my dearest cousin who I love the most 
always with me 
and know me in and out 
know my secret and know my problems. 
She is really meant for me

This is my siblings =)
In the blue blouse is my youngest sister
and we called him 'baby'
she's sweet like that. 
In the light brown shirt is my youngest brother
and we called him 'kimi' 
from the name Farid Hakimi 
In the yellow- black shirts is my brother
differ 3 years below me 
but he's taller than me 
and I don't like that fact! 
and we called him 'Nuar'
from the name Farid Anuar 
besides Nuar is my eldest sister 
already in U 
waiting for the replying letter from Mesir 
and she is the best
the name that have loyal meaning [ for me] 
Farah Adibah 
kegemniraan kepemimpinan 
I used to called her 'kak' 

I love all of them. Till my last breath 

Assalammualaikum