I believe they could trust me as I am trusting people.
I have been told not to trust anyone yet I do trust people.
Not in such easy way but its not too hard to get my trust actually.
But to be honest, up till now I believe my family haven't fully trusting me.
Which makes me feel useless and down,
I didn't blame them, it just me who fail to do better.
I can't say I am not offended when I am totally affected by the fact.
He set 3.7 as my target and I am actually has pass with 3.8
Did I seems that bad, that weak and that stupid in their eyes?
Did I not deserve or have no right to at least hope that 4 flat will be mine?
Is it too much?
Just because I don't study as much as my sister, is it fair to judge me like that?
I am not as smart as my sister who can do everything in perfect way, but I am trying my best.
so at least, there is something my parents can be proud of me,
I wish they could understand (just a part from me - it might be more than enough) by seeing my eyes.
I thought eyes would tells everything.
Did people also lies to me?
'believe in yourself, when the whole world don't'
But still, I want special peoples in my life have faith in me, but to gain their trust is like --
I am trying. Really hard.