I have a habit of throwing back my old memories and smile (in the crowd of people)
"creepy lah weyh, buat macam tu" Smile.
When I am trying to persuade myself to stay strong I need to smile after I have cry one liter of tears. I know I can't wait like forever for someone to grab me into their hug and tell me that 'everything is okay..'
So now, I am undergoing a treatment - smile
Smile even I break into pieces.