I am dark.
Not tall.
I am fat.
Not beautiful
but praise to Allah that He gives me that perfect 5 sense.

Sometimes I wonder.
What am I living for actually, trying to be the most beautiful creatures in the universe
or worship HIM?
I wonder, why I can't be grateful for what I have today and why my greed become stronger day by day.

I scared that He won't look at me anymore.
I scared that I will loss His bless.

I am scared it happens. and I don't know it it happened right now.