Officially a careered woman

Assalammualaikum earthlings, 

There are two things that has been happening to me which make me ponder how loving Allah is. To those who follow me, you will know that I rant so much about my internship supervisor. Eventhough anything else are okay, I choose to focus on things I don't like and people who make me uncomfortable. The thing is, I focused on my misfortune more that countless blessing, Allah has bless me with. 

Yes, everyone had their own hardships and struggles. Each and everyone of us. In various ways that we couldn't think of. That person you see laughing this morning, they had their struggle. The actress on the screen, who show nothing but happiness and smiles are struggling. It's only the way we show it might differ. 

Since January 2016, my struggle is all about dealing with people as I know I am no good at it. While I have been looking for job, Mr.J (my Korean boss at MS) offer me a job. I did work there fore one week and then leave on the next day, to work with new company MSC. Mr. J has been very supportive and ask me not to lose contact with him, I am glad that I crossed path with someone like him.

Days and nights, I have asked Allah, why me? when will this end? Could I just had a normal live like other people did> I ask Allah to give me strength. I ask Allah to give me patience and there are times when I cry everytime I perform my prayers because I just couldn't take it. That was my first time, catching fever due to over stress. 

But now, six months has passed, and Allah give me a good news. I am an official careered woman. And oh ya, I will have many commitments 

Alhamdulillah, a new journey begun. The second half of the year may be fruitful for me as it shown a good start. I was employed by Mediterranean Shipping Company (MSC), the second largest container shipping liner in the world after Maersk. 

All praises to Allah that the processes were eased. I got offered on the same day I attend the interview. I quit working at Macor Shipping (MS) on July 6, and started to work at MSC on July 7. Yes, it was fast and fast enough to make me doubt if this is all real.

I looked happy though, even with that tired face because I swear, I did feel exhausted mentally and physically. Because I quit from MS on Friday, July 6 and on that night, I move my belonging to new rental room at Shah Alam, all the way from Bukit Jalil. On Saturday, I already start working! It was hectic that when I go back to Malacca the next weekend, my mom look at me and say, among my siblings, I was the only (so far), who never had a long break. 

Since I start my diploma, the next day I finish diploma, I enroll for degree and after that internship, and finish internship, I work at MS for one week and then leave for good, and the next day, I started working at MSC.