My family and I don't really get out to town on weekend. We can count, just how many time that we go to Malacca town and its never because we want to tour Malacca. We just need to attend weddings or we need to buy something that we can only get at town. Most of the time, we spent our time at home.

We did have our own style to do our weekend. My parents never run out of new things.

So, as Hawa came to Malacca last week (unexpectedly), so I brought her to look around, but she already went to Jonker walk with Sha, so she insist not to bring her there. She can't walk any more. Hhaha!! Nak sangat jalan kan *evil laugh*

On the morning, the rain was so heavy that we decided to go out after zuhur prayer.

The first place we go to visit: Encore, Klebang, Malacca.

Encore is actually a new place (not fully furnished), but have started operating not long ago. It is a hall theater and just like cinema, they got theater play, everyday. I wasn't managed to look up the ticket pricing, as I was too busy taking pictures -- of Hawa 😑 (yeah, Hawa being Hawa)

All in all, the building is so beautiful. I would definitely look for the person who design this building and obviously salute, for thousands people working to make it real.

I am wearing mask because I just berbekam on the morning, so my pores are wide open. Therefore, need extra protection! 

We didn't stay long because it was too hot. I cannot open my eyes. So we decided to go and get Coconut Shake Klebang which Hawa insist to get one. Even after I have recommend her better places.  But this is also my first time having The Viral Coconut Shake Klebang. My family and I aren't the kind yang willing to wait in a long queue, just to get something that we can get elsewhere. We just like that. Hhaha. We do respect those who had a lot of patience waiting -- like Hawa.

So, this is the only picture I had while waiting for CS.

I guess, we all look like -- sleeping?? I don't keep the picture, but you guys can google how CS Klebang looked like. Personally, I ever had CS tastier than this. We all had different preference, so let just enjoy it. Aftetall, I am not a picky eater.

The thing about friendship is:- 

We friend for benefit. And yes, it is true. We can no longer deny ourselves that we indeed need friend because we want someone to hear our problems, to be with us, to be there. And to ask even that, is also benefit that we seek of having friends. Therefore, friends for benefit is true, but how does it becomes wrong?

It becomes wrong, when we don't understand our limit.

A new leaf

Padam semua tentang semalam, 

agar terhapus diam segala dendam, 

agar belum terlewat,

untuk campak semua di lautan dalam,

sebelum kapal dikemudi tenggelam,

kerana silap salah masa silam.

dan layarkanlah semangat yang baru,

untuk menjadi seorang yang baru,

yang lebih baik akhlaknya,

yang lebih baik fikirannya, 

yang lebih molek rohaninya,

yang lebih sihat jasmaninya,

insyaAllah

Assalammualaikum earthlings :') 

I have been missing writing so much. I have intention to update it more regularly to make sure that 'the feeling' was there when I was writing it. Because one thing about writing a blog, if you hold the stories for too long, delaying your time to write, the excitement of an event that occur in your life will slowly went away. And by the time you are ready to write, the feeling is not there anymore. 

So, when that happen, I will usually staring on my laptop screen, wondering, what should I write. Hhaha.

Before this, I love to write poems. People who get their heart broken sure have ideas flow like waterfall, but now, as I am healing, I have more to talk about and I just couldn't seem to compressed it in a short poem. So, here is the essay-like post. 

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah that I am not officially working. Yes, eventhough I couldn't enjoy my honeymoon time after degree like some others before started working, I just feel as much grateful and thankful that Allah make it easy for me. Sometimes, I did whining because of my exhaustion, because I feel too overwhelm with taking my diploma earlier than my friend, enroll for degree the next day after finish my diploma (like, Monday I present my diploma internship program, and pack up my things balik melaka, on Wednesday, I went to Perak to register for degree on Thursday). 

The longest holiday I ever get is two weeks, because while I was on second semester, I was nominated as student representative committee, for two consecutive years. so yeah, no holiday! You can find me at my campus, every single day. Last semester before I went for internship, I had a program at Satun Thailand and we came back from Thailand 30th December 2017 and I went back to Malacca after, and on 1st January, I packed my things, moving to my rental room at Kuala Lumpur to start my degree internship on 2nd January.

Finish my intern on 8th June. And continue working at my internship company until 6th July 2018, and the next day on 7th July 2018, I started working at my current company; Mediterranean Shipping Company (MSC) 

And yeah, since that, I never updated you guys anything because I have been to busy!! Like super busy that I am tired of it but I like it. I like have something on my plate. I usually go back from office earliest at 6p.m and there are times I go back at 9.00p.m. but usually, I go back at eight or eight thirty. I am new and I have  a lot to learn. I cannot do that eight to five for now, because if I wanna catch up with the seniors, I need to work two or three times harder than them. I need to be more diligent than them. Yes, I am very competitive, but only with myself who live yesterday *wink*

Now that I am kind of settle and get used to my work, so I managed to organized my time better. 

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Okay, now I will get to point. Remember when I told you that I was too overwhelmed with everything. Since I start my internship, every months are very challenging to me. It's like one after another. Bad things keep befall upon me and my family, 

Officially a careered woman

Assalammualaikum earthlings, 

There are two things that has been happening to me which make me ponder how loving Allah is. To those who follow me, you will know that I rant so much about my internship supervisor. Eventhough anything else are okay, I choose to focus on things I don't like and people who make me uncomfortable. The thing is, I focused on my misfortune more that countless blessing, Allah has bless me with. 

Yes, everyone had their own hardships and struggles. Each and everyone of us. In various ways that we couldn't think of. That person you see laughing this morning, they had their struggle. The actress on the screen, who show nothing but happiness and smiles are struggling. It's only the way we show it might differ. 

Since January 2016, my struggle is all about dealing with people as I know I am no good at it. While I have been looking for job, Mr.J (my Korean boss at MS) offer me a job. I did work there fore one week and then leave on the next day, to work with new company MSC. Mr. J has been very supportive and ask me not to lose contact with him, I am glad that I crossed path with someone like him.

Days and nights, I have asked Allah, why me? when will this end? Could I just had a normal live like other people did> I ask Allah to give me strength. I ask Allah to give me patience and there are times when I cry everytime I perform my prayers because I just couldn't take it. That was my first time, catching fever due to over stress. 

But now, six months has passed, and Allah give me a good news. I am an official careered woman. And oh ya, I will have many commitments 

Alhamdulillah, a new journey begun. The second half of the year may be fruitful for me as it shown a good start. I was employed by Mediterranean Shipping Company (MSC), the second largest container shipping liner in the world after Maersk. 

All praises to Allah that the processes were eased. I got offered on the same day I attend the interview. I quit working at Macor Shipping (MS) on July 6, and started to work at MSC on July 7. Yes, it was fast and fast enough to make me doubt if this is all real.

I looked happy though, even with that tired face because I swear, I did feel exhausted mentally and physically. Because I quit from MS on Friday, July 6 and on that night, I move my belonging to new rental room at Shah Alam, all the way from Bukit Jalil. On Saturday, I already start working! It was hectic that when I go back to Malacca the next weekend, my mom look at me and say, among my siblings, I was the only (so far), who never had a long break. 

Since I start my diploma, the next day I finish diploma, I enroll for degree and after that internship, and finish internship, I work at MS for one week and then leave for good, and the next day, I started working at MSC. 

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ 
In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful

 

Assalammualaikum and holla September. How time flies (my favorite lines!) you guys must have been tired to read this line everytime I post new entries, but that's the truth about time. It flies. And not a second ago, will be the same as now. The problem with us is that, we think we had plenty times. We think that we won't die tomorrow. We think, we have no possibilities to end up in a car accident which occur every single day! We thought that it could never be us, to die, today.

After I finished my internship at MS, I joined MSC (the very next day). Yes, I had no times to enjoy my 'honeymoon' time. During my degree, I don't really had a long break because I attend short courses and as student representative, we don't go back home as frequent.

I am not an official careered woman. I go to work at 8.00 a.m. and usually come back at 8.00 p.m. because things are still new to me, and in order to catch up with senior's pace, I need to work double and sometimes triple times harder than them. But worried not, I am  not going crazy. 

Remember how I have been describing my life as a roller coaster ride these past six months? Today I simply want to share with everyone, how did we experience such roller coaster ride in our life, and why shouldn't we feel like that. 

Assalammualaikum and hi September :) 

I couldn't believe that it is September already. How much time flies and I know you had been reading the same line over and over again throughout my previous posts. 

However, that's the truth. 

Remember when I told you that I had a roller coaster ride of life for the past six months? And how I was terrified because I am so new with that? 

So today, I gonna talk about something which reveal the true meaning behind a roller coaster ride and why, we often feel like that. 

Last weekend, I attend Ustadha Yamin Mogahed class in Kuala Lumpur. God knows how I have been wanting to meet her personally, to attend to her class and see her eyes to eyes. No one ever knows how I bit my tounge everytime I looked at the ticket price, knowing I cou