Everytime I saw him with his girlfriend, my heart aches. 

and I admit, that I am not strong enough to face them and smile. I am not strong enough to congratulate them and I am not strong enough to act like it was nothing. But one thing for sure, I do want to see him happy. And if it that's mean, without me, then I should take the risk. I should prepare myself to face with reality. 

And I always sooth my heart by telling me this "If someone who I like is that kind, how much kinder the one who meant for me will be? If someone who I like is that great, how much greater the one who meant for me will be?