Dissolution of SRC 2016/2017 has been started since yesterday. I am officially not part of SRC anymore. I admit that I feel quite sad as my term as src has end. Now, I am in dilemma whether to nominate myself for the next election or not. There are pros and cons m but nothing has been decided yet. I have around one week to think and think. I hope by end of this week, I can have the answer.
Okay, that's not everything that I want to say.
I actually want to talk about 'something' that I just realise about myself, and what that 'something' is? Okay, let me tell you from the start.
This semester, I am doing my final year project (fyp) 1. I am currently still searching for research-able topic which related to maritime ofc. Plus, fyp committee has narrowing or specify that the title must be related to maritime industry, but most of the cluster specified were more biased to other engineering courses.
Every student must have a supervisor and co-supeervisor for FYP1 and since last semester, I've been asking Sir Roy to be my supervisor as I am planning to do research on something related to project planning which is his major. However, he didn't reply my whatsapp to answer me, whether or not he agree/accept me as his fyp student.
So, as the due date for registered the title along with supervisor is getting closer, I met with Prof.Amin (currently teaching me Maritime Law). He agreed.
To make the story short -- I just got to know today, that En.Roy is actually taking me in as his fyp student. I know this news from his co-worker, En. Taqi.
Now, I don't know what should I do, what should I say and how should I put this into words??
That's not the point of this story either -- Hehee/
Okay now, the point is - when I told this to my friend, Hawa and Sha. Hawa said this to me "awak ni memang tak boleh menunggu la" she say that and I heard something like this, "you're impatient for you hate waiting i.e not a loyal person" haha, I interpreting it like that. And suddenly I reflecting myself.
Yeah. I do realized it now and I come to think that maybe, maybe -- I am not someone who willing to wait someone for too long if there is no uncertain words left for me to believe that he/she will come back to get me back. In simple words, if I believe there is no chances for me with him, I will not bother trying, I will just keep going and move on and live my life as usual and eventually regretting why I didn't make any move.
But then, hey .. a girl like me will always stay loyal when you show how confidence you are with the decision that you have made. People like me, we didn't need sweet talks. You can say that you need to leave for five years and come back for me later, then I'll wait. I will.
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