everything started with friends' persuasion. 

but my heart knows what I am longing for. 

with nothing certain, i took the opportunity given. 

being accepted or not, i still cuba. 

when i was selected as top7,

i have no right words to describe my feelings. 

despite my worries and fears, 

God knows how much I feel thankful for the opportunity given. 

Haters gonna hate.

yang tak puas akan terus melempiaskan ketidakpuasan hatinya. 

tapi, biar. 

biar gagal mencuba dari tak buat apa tapi kuat mengata. 

people lead differently anyway. 

instead of kita cuba paksa cara kita pada orang, 

why not we try to accept and understand what he/she trying to deliver, 

sebab dalam dunia ni, yang diterima, bukan hanya cara kita. 

and that is one of the thing i learn from being 

in this organization. 

you'll have a lot of mixed feeling.

at one point, you just feel tired and what to let it all go. 

you just want to give up and let anything be. 

but you just cannot do that. '

because you understand your responsibilities 

and when you have passion in something that you do

no matter how hurt it is, you will keep coming back. 

and this post should be an appreciation post, 

to thank all src 2016/2017 

for being there. 

for guiding and letting me to learn as much as I can. 

to always help me with what I couldn't do. 

for always sharing the burden and 

for always giving me that shoulders to lean on.