I don't want to involve in your foolishness

I have got this one friend,
Who I love so much
Who I trust so much
We were so close back then
Before she realise,
I am not one kind of friend,
She want to be with.

We were still be friend.
Sometimes I doesn't feel like a friend to this friend, but I ignored my feeling.

I know she talked behind my back.
And also talk bad in front of me using different nick name (so I won't notice that she's actually talk about me)

I know she told people here and there about me liking this one guy, that I never thought of liking.

And when I met her recently, she doesn't change.

The way she made me feel when she's around doesn't change at all.

She still make me feel uncomfortable and that feeling t is so irritating.

I didn't speak my mind knowing it can lead to an argument.
We'll not going to meet again anyway, so for that reason, I choose to hold my back and move on.

Because now I realize,
It's a freedom to be able to live the life you wish without taking what people say about you too seriously. They can gossiping.
They can condemn.
After all, people who hate you, will never like you winning.

I just disappointed that she's ever be my friend. Losing her is not a losing.
:)