I am graduating!!!

To dearest mama & ayah,

Thank you for staying by my side throughout all of good and tough days.
Thank you for keep motivating even at times when I am really down and demotivated.
Thank you for look out for me when even I have no faith and disbelief my own capabilities.
Thank you for giving me flowers instead of lectures even when all I did was giving you disappointment.
This achievement I received today is not my best. I could really do and give you more.
I promise to work harder in the future. I will work things out and this will be a  bench mark for me to go further in this field.
Of all the things you have done, thank you for always giving me chances to live my life at the best.

To dearest friends,

I seems to be so frank and friendly with everyone. But I do admit, it is very hard for me to find one person who I could really open myself to. Even when in my roughest times, I couldn't seem to find any number that I can contact to ask for help. I don't really know back then why is this happening.
But I do know now. I am too scared. Too scared of being someone best friend. I am afraid of losing you. I am afraid that those friends will left me behind. And for that reason, I always keep my distance for some reason.
I didn't show how much I care. I pretend to be okay, so I didn't seem weak and dependent on people.
But that's now how one should live his/her life.
Seeing how people came back and meet their friends on graduation day, I realize one thing. I don't have specific friend who I can cling into. I guess I have been too late for that. But I am very glad to meet those favorite people from nmit. I love seeing them happy with their bestfriends. 
I used to be one of them but guess what? My fear has cause me a big lost!! Haha. Hmm.
I wish everyone a happy and success live. And may Allah protect all of us with the best protection. I am so happy that we all made it until today.
After a lot of tears, dramas and challenges, no matter how sharp the edges, we finally make it.

To my fav group,

I love all of you.