Dealing with you isn't easy, 

dealing with me won't make it easier. 

Recently. I'm pretty temperamental. Maybe because of my shocking diet routine - well I don't know but I'm quite sensitive these days. I get angry yet I want to cry. I want to be alone yet I want someone to confort me. I want to be independent yet I want someone I can depend on. I want to call my dad as always but I don't want he thinks that I didn't grow up. I want to tell mama but I don't wanna be a spoiled brat. I want to tell my friend but I don't want to be their burden. 

Partially out of my mind. T_T