Sunday, April 3, 2016

Afraid of myself

How many hearts have I hurt by my words and attitude? Can they forgive me for my wrong doing? Can they accept my excuse for not being unstable at that moment while they are having their own problems too?
I am afraid that I won't be able to be someone who can understand others. I don't want to be the pain in their life. And if I was meant to be in someone memory, I want to be the good one.
"Rhan, everyone has their own struggle. Just like you, remember?" I keep telling myself. Bus this devil inside me is refusing. How should I do, when no one seems to understand?