Degree is tough.
or maybe staying in Perak is tough.
or maybe the long distance is making it tougher.
I really want to further my degree
for certain reason.
1. I want to finish it quickly
2. because I've got things to do after degree
3. because I really miss to study and attend class
However,
After a lot of struggle to be here
I feel like I lose my spirit.
I am good with everyone
But still can't find someone who I can chilling with.
Actually, I have an incredible crazy head.
But here people labelled me as polite! which is so not me. Hhaha
But that's the thing that happen.
I am pretty disappointed because I couldn't
show myself towards them.
I took some time and think.
I reflect what had happen since my first day in here.
and I came to conclusion that it's actually fine to be like that (keep my true self for me)
because not everyone is ready to accept the real 'you' yet.
Some people need time.
and I think it is important for us to observe people character.
Because this time I really want to select my friend.
I really need someone who is supportive and positive.
Who will encourage me to do more.
I didn't want to waste my time for
unworthy friendship like before. (not all)
because right now, there are some friends that I really miss from NMIT.
I wish they will be here very soon.
Owh back to our story--
erm..actually I do find someone who I can be crazy with.
We have sorting things we want to do throughout this semester.
but unfortunately, she has quit.
--owh couldn't say more, because losing the only one friend
who you can talk about your inner self is the saddest part of
being alone here.
(I am used to be alone anyway), so apa adahal *sadokandiri
3rd week is Eid Adha break.
So yeayyyy, I came back home!!
I am really happy to see my siblings.
This year w/out my parents we celebrating Eid Adha.
Of course we do feel incomplete.
But they were doing ibadah in Mecca.
Travelling from Perak to Malacca is so tiring.
8 hours in the bus was a torture.
I had back pain after that.
Feeling exhausted the whole day.
Mak Long and Nuar come to fetch me at mc,
Allah blessed me with nice uncles and aunties.
I hope I will be a loving aunty to all my future niece and nephew.
I don't really have a feeling to start class on the next week.
Which is this week!!
After a slow teaching/learning progression,
suddenly students were bombarded with lot of assignments and quizzes.
Owh myyy!!
I am having fever right now.
Feeling sick inside and out.
Flu.
cough.
Beyonce (my classmate) a dongseang, said that I look like
someone who crying.
My face turn red in most of the time.
I couldn't breath like usual.
I feel like something chocking me.
Herm, what else?
owh ya, I am actually doing my assignment but
stealing some time to post an entry in my blog.
so nah..
Till here, from manjung, perak.
missing hometown.
or maybe staying in Perak is tough.
or maybe the long distance is making it tougher.
I really want to further my degree
for certain reason.
1. I want to finish it quickly
2. because I've got things to do after degree
3. because I really miss to study and attend class
However,
After a lot of struggle to be here
I feel like I lose my spirit.
I am good with everyone
But still can't find someone who I can chilling with.
Actually, I have an incredible crazy head.
But here people labelled me as polite! which is so not me. Hhaha
But that's the thing that happen.
I am pretty disappointed because I couldn't
show myself towards them.
I took some time and think.
I reflect what had happen since my first day in here.
and I came to conclusion that it's actually fine to be like that (keep my true self for me)
because not everyone is ready to accept the real 'you' yet.
Some people need time.
and I think it is important for us to observe people character.
Because this time I really want to select my friend.
I really need someone who is supportive and positive.
Who will encourage me to do more.
I didn't want to waste my time for
unworthy friendship like before. (not all)
because right now, there are some friends that I really miss from NMIT.
I wish they will be here very soon.
Owh back to our story--
erm..actually I do find someone who I can be crazy with.
We have sorting things we want to do throughout this semester.
but unfortunately, she has quit.
--owh couldn't say more, because losing the only one friend
who you can talk about your inner self is the saddest part of
being alone here.
(I am used to be alone anyway), so apa adahal *sadokandiri
3rd week is Eid Adha break.
So yeayyyy, I came back home!!
I am really happy to see my siblings.
This year w/out my parents we celebrating Eid Adha.
Of course we do feel incomplete.
But they were doing ibadah in Mecca.
Travelling from Perak to Malacca is so tiring.
8 hours in the bus was a torture.
I had back pain after that.
Feeling exhausted the whole day.
Mak Long and Nuar come to fetch me at mc,
Allah blessed me with nice uncles and aunties.
I hope I will be a loving aunty to all my future niece and nephew.
I don't really have a feeling to start class on the next week.
Which is this week!!
After a slow teaching/learning progression,
suddenly students were bombarded with lot of assignments and quizzes.
Owh myyy!!
I am having fever right now.
Feeling sick inside and out.
Flu.
cough.
Beyonce (my classmate) a dongseang, said that I look like
someone who crying.
My face turn red in most of the time.
I couldn't breath like usual.
I feel like something chocking me.
Herm, what else?
owh ya, I am actually doing my assignment but
stealing some time to post an entry in my blog.
so nah..
Till here, from manjung, perak.
missing hometown.