Unlightening

learning something that makes you dumber.

It hurts when you learn but you don't feel
like you get a thing.
It pretty sucks when you feel like being trapped
into a zone where you don't recognize.
It do hurts when you feel so dumb even you have
been read dozen of books.
It hurts when nothing is really work out for you.
It hurts when you feel like a dumb person
floating in the world.
It hurts when you feel useless.
It hurts.

It do hurts you feel like killing yourself.
and do hearts when you talk like a person who
don't have belief in his/her religion.

It hurts when you don't rely on Almighty.