Fly High.

I were used to be alone or left alone.
You named it and I have experience it all. (I think, I feel it so)

So, maybe it was the reason why I seem ignorant.
Maybe it was the reason why I seem so cold and
Maybe it was the reason of why I am being so close and scared to open up myself towards others.

Even when I first enter NMIT, my friends do tell me to try make some friends.
And I think I do it quite well.
I have got many friends.
(I think)
Whether or not they actually hating me or back stabbing me or bad mouth about me, I don't really care.

I told you I am used to it.

That's why, it was okay for me to walk alone even if I hope there would be some friends I close to.
That's why, it was okay for me to walk alone even when I really want my friends who I comfortable to be with.

That's why, I am okay by persuading my deg earlier than others.
Not because you guys are not meaningful but I got something to do.

Yeah, something that's more important.
Yup, important than a friend and also more important than anyone's feelings including me.

I never asked anyone to follow me.
Everyone should be comfortable of agree and disagree things.
But why, others decision effecting me so much?,
Why do I feel so guilty like tearing good friends apart?

I know everyone have their right to choose and make decisions.
But why their's put me in awry and makes me feel guilty

I should not think much about it
But I couldn't deny it either
This thought is making me sick

But.
No matter where we are scattered, just remember a thing,
That we will all fly high.
The journey taken might not be so parallel to each other,
But somehow we could end up at the same end. Can we?,