You decide to go huh?
you decide to let go your dream? ups sorry, I don't really know what your dream is.
pandai-pandai je I kan, so sorry for my misbehave.
Taking that maryjane 'thingy' and you expected to score?
you can but you play more than enough.
you can but you take it too much.
you have the urge to eat but you have no urge to not giving up on your studies!
This is just a beginning and you end it just like 'i want to quit!'
I don't know you are this weak and just if I know it a little bit earlier and if and only if
I have the courage that time, I surely will tell your parents before they
see you take that 'thing' in front of their eyes.
you are addicted
wherever you go if you not stop taking that thing, you will go no where.
You need to stop for your own good sake and for your mom sake,
can you? owh..you have tried and I don't know! yeah, I don't know you kan.
but I never see your effort, sorry to say this!
When you really feel down, just look at your back and you will see that there is so many person are willing to help you. They supported you all of this time and they just hope you could realise.
Your parents, your family, your friends, your bestfriend and.. your stranger.
Just wake up and go together. InsyaAllah, Allah will help us. Have faith in him.
Bye, Assalammualaikum :)