Monday, September 30, 2013

Assalammualaikum,
In the world of fake, dare to be real!!

Mungkin aku yang teruk.
Maybe I am the one who have no consideration about others but then am I that wrong?
I mean, everyone have something that they don't like, it just mine seemed more selfish!
and I tend to offend people.
But, should I take the entire blame or what?

am I the one who selfish or you guys who do not have attitude or to be specific
you guys had no common sense. do you?

Broom. Penyapu.
It was our responsibility lah kan to think about kebersihan bilik rumah and all.
I seriously don't care if nak bagi orang pinjam my broom for the first time in case you guys tak sempat nak beli or what kan,
but then, for weeks kot you guys keep ask to borrow's mine.
I mean, if we have share..it's alright la kan,
but then I pay for that tau! This is not about I kedekut ke apa ke, it just tak kanlah selama we're staying here at isv you nak use mine!
benda yang satu tu boleh hancur kot!
dah satua batang then yang gunanya one floor! agak-agaklah kan.

why eh, Malaysian asyik fikir benda yang easy je. pinjam, pinjam, pinjam..
kalau kita ni serumah tak apalah juga. Tak adalah I nak bising berjela-jela macam ni.
But then, kita from different house tau! you guys are just my neighborhood!
I nak sapu my rumah lagi. Then you sapu rumah you pakai my broom.
You guys tak ada common sense ke? beli la penyapu sendiri untuk rumah you guys.
why should use mine?

If korang nak salahkan aku, nak kata aku kedekut ke apa ke. Lantak!
seriously I don't mind!
ada benda yang korang suka aku tak suka.
ada benda yang aku suka korang tak suka.
so why bother?
kalau tak boleh accept cara aku, then fine.
i know people judging after ask me to be myself.
korang boleh kata aku pentingkan diri, but then mengambil kesempatan diatas kemudahan orang lain itupun dikira pentingkan diri juga.
and I just don't understand, how people who borrow my 'precious lovely stuff' act like it was her's.
I mean like, I sayang gila tahap gila kot dekat my 'precious lovely stuff' ni and when dia cakap dia nak pinjam, I was stuttered tau. I was hoping that she'll understand that I won't give her.
but then, yeah..people keep take advantage on people and their urge to own that stuff growing bigger.
and yeah..dia mendesak. kind of la.
and I when it was about family, friends, and close cousins everything jadi kacau!
so I bagi jelah dengan berat hati and I really hope yang dia akan pulangkan dengan kadar yang cepat.

so what happen next is when I meet dia at one event, guess what happen?
yeah...she's using what's mine.
i thought dia nak pinjam just for an event.
how could you pinjam barang kesayangan orang which I am not willing tu in front of me!
apa yang ada in my head that time is 'kau tak ada rasa nak pulangkan ke apa?"
and what make me shock is,
i am the one who ask her when she want to give it back to me.
I can't hold my back though after seeing she's acting like it was hers and is she pretending that I don't mind?

derhh..

tengah menggelegak sekarang! so better stop now sebab I dah tak tahu apa yang I cakap. but then kalau you guys terasa dengan my words then, terserah,

malas dah nak layan. Kalau korang nak kata aku pentingkan diri, lantak!
but one thing.
WANTING PEOPLE TO BE THE ONE WE WISHED THEY WERE LIKE, ARE ALSO CALLED SELFISH!!