Long time no see. Long time no talk.
I miss my uncle. but each time I say that sentence I hate myself more than anything else.
It was fake.
The fact is I never miss my late uncle.
Because if I do miss him, at least I can recite Fatihah for him.
At least I can pray for him.
but in my dua, I always forget to pray for others success and health.
I am just thinking about myself and everything which related only with me.
Thinking this, I just hate myself.
I know I must start to change it by now. I really hope people can pray for me.
I have never experience of losing someone I really love and close to me.
That is why I can not understand your feeling.
I am really sorry and I do mean it.
but I also do not want to be at your place. I don't want the feeling of losing.
But what I can say is,
When Allah do something like take your love ones, he must do it for a reason.
so, stay strong and believe in him.
Ermm..I really don't know how to comfort people who in sadness of losing person they loved.
I am so sorry because I can't help you in reducing your problems, fear and sadness. I hope you will meet someone who can ease your mind and heart. I am really sorry.
I do feel bad.