Assalammualaikum
After a few days, few weeks and now a few months. I think I should just express everything. Everything about what I have see and what I have been going through in this time.
I didn't mean to open anyone's aib.
I hope people who read this will 'muhasabah' our own self before judge others or before talk to others.
The way we act. The way we talk. It represent who we are.
Since I enter NMIT for the first time. I told myself
"Na, change yourself first! don't judge others and be friend with everyone! don't hate anyone!"
and I hold a principle saying everyone born with different background
so, I don't have any right to put them in my shoes and I always treat them the way I always wanted people treat me.
respect.understand.acceptance
Now, I have finished my four month studying at NMIT and staying at Melawis.
What I can say is, I have a lot tell!!
Kalau kita tak sedia untuk berubah dan melihat kejahatan orang lain, setiap kata-kata jangan diluahkan.
Just keep in your head. why?
sebab bila you start kutuk kutuk perbuatan orang then, tak sampai five minutes you pun berubah fikiran untuk do the same things, orang like akan menyampah gila.
example : my muallaf friend will going to night club with her friends who fetched her at our hostel. They invited one of my housemate named A. and I was lepak-ing at hall watching television with my housemates B and C. When we heard that A, my muallaf friends and her friend want to go to nightclub I was like urmm..C talk to me as she hate the way those three people act but then when my muallaf friends asked her out together with them, then C just agreed and followed them. When they are going out, none of them is looking at me. After few minutes they left the house, C called B. C asked B what I'm saying about her.
Hello who am I to jugde others? But literally I have something in my head.
"Tak perlu kot nak kutuk orang lain sedangkan dalam hati kita sebenarnya marah depa tak invite kita"
But it does not stop till there je.
You dah feel the taste of air setan tu kan then, dah la.
Nak mengamuk kat orang lain pasai apa?
Hang nak tutup salah hang ka?
Hang nak tutup rasa malu hang ka?
What you have done is totally your fault. I never ask you to follow them. They did not force you but you are the one who can not control your lust.
You nak salahkan siapa?
You bawa lelaki masuk bilik you, salah siapa? You nak put the entire blame to who?
It was you. It was all about you.
Then when you saw me you slamp your door. Think like I'm scared?
Pity you my dear. You commit a mistake and you never care to ask for forgiveness.
Then, you make everything complicated on yourself with your anger.
If someone is doing right , they will not get angry.
If someone is doing wrong, they have no right to get angry.
You really look dumb when you try to put the blame to others yet people doesn't fall into your act!
You tend to describe people as not 'mature' and so on and do you think that you mature enough?
Macam mana kuat pun kau hempas pintu tu, kau tak mampu padam kesalahan yang kau dah buat melainkan dengan meminta maaf.
Till here.
After a few days, few weeks and now a few months. I think I should just express everything. Everything about what I have see and what I have been going through in this time.
I didn't mean to open anyone's aib.
I hope people who read this will 'muhasabah' our own self before judge others or before talk to others.
The way we act. The way we talk. It represent who we are.
Since I enter NMIT for the first time. I told myself
"Na, change yourself first! don't judge others and be friend with everyone! don't hate anyone!"
and I hold a principle saying everyone born with different background
so, I don't have any right to put them in my shoes and I always treat them the way I always wanted people treat me.
respect.understand.acceptance
Now, I have finished my four month studying at NMIT and staying at Melawis.
What I can say is, I have a lot tell!!
Kalau kita tak sedia untuk berubah dan melihat kejahatan orang lain, setiap kata-kata jangan diluahkan.
Just keep in your head. why?
sebab bila you start kutuk kutuk perbuatan orang then, tak sampai five minutes you pun berubah fikiran untuk do the same things, orang like akan menyampah gila.
example : my muallaf friend will going to night club with her friends who fetched her at our hostel. They invited one of my housemate named A. and I was lepak-ing at hall watching television with my housemates B and C. When we heard that A, my muallaf friends and her friend want to go to nightclub I was like urmm..C talk to me as she hate the way those three people act but then when my muallaf friends asked her out together with them, then C just agreed and followed them. When they are going out, none of them is looking at me. After few minutes they left the house, C called B. C asked B what I'm saying about her.
Hello who am I to jugde others? But literally I have something in my head.
"Tak perlu kot nak kutuk orang lain sedangkan dalam hati kita sebenarnya marah depa tak invite kita"
But it does not stop till there je.
You dah feel the taste of air setan tu kan then, dah la.
Nak mengamuk kat orang lain pasai apa?
Hang nak tutup salah hang ka?
Hang nak tutup rasa malu hang ka?
What you have done is totally your fault. I never ask you to follow them. They did not force you but you are the one who can not control your lust.
You nak salahkan siapa?
You bawa lelaki masuk bilik you, salah siapa? You nak put the entire blame to who?
It was you. It was all about you.
Then when you saw me you slamp your door. Think like I'm scared?
Pity you my dear. You commit a mistake and you never care to ask for forgiveness.
Then, you make everything complicated on yourself with your anger.
If someone is doing right , they will not get angry.
If someone is doing wrong, they have no right to get angry.
You really look dumb when you try to put the blame to others yet people doesn't fall into your act!
You tend to describe people as not 'mature' and so on and do you think that you mature enough?
Macam mana kuat pun kau hempas pintu tu, kau tak mampu padam kesalahan yang kau dah buat melainkan dengan meminta maaf.
Till here.