The things called jealousy never disappear in this world.

So keep calm and carry on, keep moving because that thing called jealousy will make you end up with happiness if you face it with patience and believe in faith.

Bye, Assalammualaikum!!

a little words...

I believe everything happen for a reason

people changed or maybe they just start being themselves, so that you can learn to let go.

Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right, 

you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one 

but yourself.

and sometimes good things fall apart so better things

can fall together.

For me, family means too much. Friends are too valuable and life is too short.

Sharing with people, how much they really mean to you

and how much their happiness is all what you aim in life. 

a little words :)

Cukup cintai dalam diam
Bukan kerana benci hadirnya cinta
Tetapi menjaga kesuciannya
Bukan kerana menghindari dunia
Tetapi meraih syurga-NYA
Bukan kerana lemah untuj menghadapinya
Tetapi menguatkan jiwa dari godaan syaitan yang begitu halus dan menyelusup

Cukup cintai dari kejauhan
Kerana hadirmu tiada mampu menjauhkan dari ujian
Kerana hadirmu hanya akan menggoyahkan iman dan ketenangan
Kerana mungkin membawa kelalaian buat hati hati yang terjaga

Cukup cintai dengan kesederhanaan
Memupuknya hanya akan menambah penderitaan
Menumbuhkan harapan hanya akan membuibui kebahagiaan para syaiitan

Cintailah dengan.keikhlasan
Kerana tentu kisah Fatimah dan Ali diingi oleh hati
Tetapi sanggupkah jika semua berakhir seperti sejarah cinta salman al farisi?

a little word :)

some may say NO 

some may say IMPOSSIBLE

Some may say MAYBE

Some may say DON'T KNOE

Some may say UP TO YOU

and it all seem like no one know what our heart demand.

we just go through our life and smile all over the time.

without people

people will never know what we feel

People have no ability to understand what actually in our mind

People can not ensure that our future will be bright

so, don't worry if people not stand beside you because Allah will always be 

Once again, it was my fault kan?

How nice it will be if and only you can listen.

even you listen, I am not guarantee that you will understand.

Wasting my time if I was bermati matian fight for the right and eventually I need to give in just because age and gender factor.

cut the crap.

People said ""

people said, "kalau dah jodoh tu, tak kemana" kan?

so why should i have this worries kan? why should I think about this too much kan?

accept the way it is je kan senang. 

people said , just go with the flow. 

Growing up ya!

we growing up and I just notice that we are growing up.

to be better or to be worse? Its our choice right?

Hey, I learn a lot. Thanks to people who directly or indirectly give me a lesson to learn. 

at least, I have another reason to be stronger. 

to let go. 

to handle my ego and estimate the condition to make sure my ego wouldn't stab me. 

we learn from mistakes kan. Whatever happen in my life before, has taught 

me to be who I am today. 

Plus, after I understand the rule of world which never stop judging, 

I realise that we will never be able to be happy just the way we are, 

yes, we say we don't care what people talk behind us. but cut the crap please because 

deep inside you do care. 

that feeling of care lah yang menimbulkan rasa marah, sedih and all. 

and yes, it does show that you mind this as your business.

what we can do is, respect as you can gain respect if and only if you give respect.

And, try look at our similarities and not the differences. 

after all differences is beautiful if you open your heart towards it. 

be bold. be firm. the journey is tough. the journey still long you never see the end.

Have faith in Allah and keep moving !!

see ya!

N M

SemBreak!!

Assalammualaikum!

Alhamdulillah, finally I have finished my first semester of Diploma in Maritime Transportation Management.
For one week, everyone seem contented with spirit. The high spirit.

After the last paper, I went back to Melawis (our hostel ) to pack my things up because we are asked by management to empty the house before 30 August 2013.
Because we will be staying at new hostel which located at EduCity, Nusajaya.
Our new campus just right in front our hostel.
This hostel is International hostel which will be home to student from NMIT, NewCastel and Southamptom.

I met En,Sapri the head of management at InternationalStudentVillage ISV. I aksed him to bring my friends and I to look around.
Me myself want to look each room they offer and prepare for us and so far I can say that I am satisfied with the accommodation provided.

This time, how management will manage? we'll see.

In this four month time. I can conclude so many thing as I have learned so much.
sometimes I think it was too much but then, it's all planned by Allah and know that this might be the best for me and all.
samada lesson or blessed. Both of them will give us benefit. InsyaAllah.

Friendship.
Love. (samada the monkey one or betul punya one )

Both of them happened in my life during this four month and I bet all of us in this stage do face these two.

I have learned that, sometimes our action either bad or good does affect other people.
I mean, people will regard your topic with someone else. Like someone else will get the blame because of your action.
You might not think about it. I mean, all of us want to be 'just be ourselves',
but we often forget about our image. Yes, it is true that we can not shut those fuck mouth up but at least we can make it less if we behave ourselves.

secara logiknya, dah tahu perangai buruk, tak kan u still nak stay in that condition. kan?
don't you wanna change?
I mean, all of us in stage of learning. we can slowly change. right?

I also learned that wrong people will not get angry and wrong people have  no right to get angry.
This might not apply to all condition la kan,
but apa yang try to be delivered here is, once you know you have commit a mistake and you know you have highhh ego that you try to defend, the best solution is keep quiet.
Don't ever think about yourself. Never feel like you are the only one who have ego and keep anger.
Other have it and it might be higher than yours and the affect is you can not even imagine.
One more thing, if you have made mistake, I don't think that you should cover it by others mistakes. It make you look worst.

*Hrmm*
This sem break, my friends spend it with different activity from mine.
Dd at Putrajaya. envy her. I really wanted to do facial and so on at her mom's spa.
Fara and Aimy at Pulau Tioman and I was like, 'pity me'
For me?
Lets spending it with reading!! urghh

Childish Thingy

Assalammualaikum

After a few days, few weeks and now a few months. I think I should just express everything. Everything about what I have see and what I have been going through in this time.

I didn't mean to open anyone's aib.
I hope people who read this will 'muhasabah' our own self before judge others or before talk to others.
The way we act. The way we talk. It represent who we are.

Since I enter NMIT for the first time. I told myself
"Na, change yourself first! don't judge others and be friend with everyone! don't hate anyone!"
and I hold a principle saying everyone born with different background

so, I don't have any right to put them in my shoes and I always treat them the way I always wanted people treat me. 
respect.understand.acceptance

Now, I have finished my four month studying at NMIT and staying at Melawis.
What I can say is, I have a lot tell!!

Kalau kita tak sedia untuk berubah dan melihat kejahatan orang lain, setiap kata-kata jangan diluahkan.
Just keep in your head. why?
sebab bila you start kutuk kutuk perbuatan orang then, tak sampai five minutes you pun berubah fikiran untuk do the same things, orang like akan menyampah gila.

example : my muallaf friend will going to night club with her friends who fetched her at our hostel. They invited one of my housemate named A. and I was lepak-ing at hall watching television with my housemates B and C. When we heard that A, my muallaf friends and her friend want to go to nightclub I was like urmm..C talk to me as she hate the way those three people act but then when my muallaf friends asked her out together with them, then C just agreed and followed them. When they are going out, none of them is looking at me. After few minutes they left the house, C called B. C asked B what I'm saying about her.

Hello who am I to jugde others? But literally I have something in my head.
"Tak perlu kot nak kutuk orang lain sedangkan dalam hati kita sebenarnya marah depa tak invite kita"

But it does not stop till there je.

You dah feel the taste of air setan tu kan then, dah la.
Nak mengamuk kat orang lain pasai apa?
Hang nak tutup salah hang ka?
Hang nak tutup rasa malu hang ka?

What you have done is totally your fault. I never ask you to follow them. They did not force you but you are the one who can not control your lust.
You nak salahkan siapa?
You bawa lelaki masuk bilik you, salah siapa? You nak put the entire blame to who?
It was you. It was all about you.
Then when you saw me you slamp your door. Think like I'm scared?

Pity you my dear. You commit a mistake and you never care to ask for forgiveness.
Then, you make everything complicated on yourself with your anger.

If someone is doing right , they will not get angry.
If someone is doing wrong, they have no right to get angry.

You really look dumb when you try to put the blame to others yet people doesn't fall into your act!
You tend to describe people as not 'mature' and so on and do you think that you mature enough?

Macam mana kuat pun kau hempas pintu tu, kau tak mampu padam kesalahan yang kau dah buat melainkan dengan meminta maaf.

Till here.

Assalammualaikum,

Rest For a Week

Final exam week 

( 12 August 2013 -  19 August 2013 ) 

Tomorrow start with Business Information System

May Allah Bless

"Ya Allah, kau ampunilah dosaku. Kau terangilah hatiku agar ilmu yang aku pelajari pada malam ini dapat aku muntahkan pada paper exam nanti. Semoga belajarku bukan belajar untuk exam saja. Semoga apa yang aku pelajari akan kekal agar dapat aku praktikkan dikemudian hari. InsyaAllah. Ameen"

Ya Allah, kecilnya dunia

to be continue .....

I want to cry right now 

malam

Be bold. Be firm. Don't cry. Let smile =)

a little words..

Selamat Hari Raya 2013

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI from Karim's family. 

Will update later!

screenshoot by xperia L

Happy Eid Mubarak :')

Assalammualaikum, 
since last day, banyak ucapan Hari Raya masuk. Tak kira dari facebook, twitter, whatapps, wechat mahupun SMS. 
Jari jemari bermain di papan kekunci. Otak ligat berfikir menyusun ayat agar bicaranya nanti tidak menggores hati mana-mana pihak. 
Tapi kesibukan yang melanda membuat aku tidak punya masa untuk membalasnya. 
atau lebih tepat lagi, otak tak boleh nak generate idea yang best-best. 

orang kata, katakan apa sahaja yang terlintas dalam minda dan lahir dalam hati. 
tapi I choose to think! lols

so, here I want tell you guys:

I have my own objective. I have my own goal. I have my own principle. I am educated. I am visionary girl. Kind of. I can tolerate with you but I am firm. I can consider but I am a fighter. 

Dalam perjuangan diatas perjalanan yang berliku ini, I seringkali terlupa. 

Terlupa untuk menjaga hati yang sentiasa ada disisi, menemani suka duka perjalanan. 

Terlupa untuk menjaga tutur kata. Biasanya nada I keras je, but please understand I have no intention. 

Ada benda yang susah nak ubah and I susah nak ubah my tone. 

Dalam perjuangan ni, I mungkin terleka. 

Dari segi tingkah dan laku juga banyak silapnya. 

Andai kata ada yang terasa mahupun terguris dengan setiap tindakan yang I ever done please forgive me. 

Aku mungkin tak perasan. ohh aku mengaku..kadang kadang aku sengaja butakan mata. 

pura pura tak perasan. 

heartless kan. 

Di kesempatan ini, sepuluh jari aku hulurkan memohon keampunan. Lidah dan hatiku hari ini bergerak seiring. Aku benar-benar mengharap kemaafan dari kalian agar segala urusan nanti dipermudahkan. 

Di kesempatan ini juga, aku berharap agar ukhwah yang terjalin dapat dikukuhkan. semoga apa yang pernah terjadi antara kita dijadikan pengajaran dan terus sama sama mengorak langkah menuju kejayaan. 

@mama @ayah @Diba @An @Kim @Kyra @Atikah @MintOzei @Fers @Farhah @Amalyna @Aisyah @Syakira @Najihah @Najeeha @Erra @Syaza @IliIzyan @Hajeera @Nasrul @Syed @Syafiq @Putera @Ranesh @Sufi @Ali @Mardhiyyah @Ezzue @Min @Pipa @AtiqWaiz @Dayah @Aimy @Kira @Sara @KakWendy @Puput @Earnest @Loloq @Faiz @Ameer @Danial @Afiq @Haziq @Husna @Aisyah @Mirul @Fauzan @Alin @BabaOzei @AuntyNajmah @AuntyUncleFers

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Ramadhan :')

Ramadhan pergi meninggalkan. 

Thaun ini tak tahu mahu rasa seperti apa. 

Tahun ini, tak tahu apa yang berkocak dalam dada. 

Bukan tak suka raya menyapa, cuma mungkin belum puas bersama Ramadhan. 

Entah. 

Terasa banyak yang tidak lengkap. 

Bocor sana sini. 

Kurang sana sini. 

Terawih?

aku hanya berharap agar sempatlah kiranya aku berjumpa Ramadhan depan, 

agar terawih dapat aku perbaiki. 

Noble Quran?

menangis rasanya jika disoal. 

adik aku pun mampu khatam. 

Apalah yang aku sibukkan sangat dengan urusan dunia. 

Ramadhan. 

We never know our path will bring us this far. 

I never imagine that I will experience this moment at the very young age. 

I thought it would happen when I am 25 to 27.

I told my friends ya..and they not believe it. Haha!

siapa je yang nak percaya at this moment?

I was very the kelam kabut with final exam preparation and need to tempuh two month of short semester and then think about the majlis and so on. 

I really hope my besfriends can help me on that day. 

At this stage, I know we cannot turn back. The decision has been made. 

At this stage we must be strong and carry on. 

I am not ready yet :'(

to be continued...

NotPerfectEither

Aku sendiri masih belum sempurna. 

Masih kurang sini dan sana. 

Jika kesempurnaan yang kau cari, maka bahagia tak akan pernah menjengahmu. 

Kerana tiada yang namanya sempurna pada manusia. 

Jika ada, kesempurnaan itu hanya akan wujud dengan penyatuan dua insan. 

Aku juga masih belum sempurna. 

Kita semua merasakan itu. 

Tapi selagi jiwa dan hati memiliki niat seiring untuk berubah lebih kearah kebaikan, 

lalu kenapa tidak dipujuk hati ini,

perlahan lahan keluar dari belengu dunia kelam. 

"Follow the stars, it leads you to home"

I have no right to tell you what is wrong and what is right.

You try to change and I know that.

Slowly. 

Stoner will always be a stoner. 

But deep down, are you sure you tak pernah ada sedikit pun perasaan untuk berubah?

you question it by yourself. 

I just learn from my mistake and others mistake. 

I just look around. 

Just live your life. The way you want it. 

You are educated and visionary person.

I sure you know the best for you. 

Nah..satu senyuman paling manis untuk you. 

to be continued....

Long Time No See Ma Friend

Kami iftar bersama setelah sekian lama dipisahkan oleh sempadan sempadan negeri. Kedah, Perak, Selangor, Johor dan Sarawak. I do miss them. Thanks a lot to Amalyna who fetch me up and send me back savely. Thanks to Najeeha, Aisyah, Syaza, Syak, Gha and Wajihah who sudi menghadirkan diri. 

Long time no see ma friend. 

Secara fizikalnya, tiada perubahan ketara kelihatan atau ditonjolkan. 

dari segi pemakaian juga. Mereka masih sempoi seperti biasa. 

All those perangai gila-gila masih wujud dalam cell cell darah mereka. 

Tak nampak tapi dapat dirasa, melalui pancaindera yang ke enam. 

Long time no see ma friend.

Actually there is lot more yang I do want tell you guys, 

but masa always jadi constraint yang utama. Masa itu seakan tak pernah kenal erti penat untuk berlari dan kita masih tercungap-cungap mengejarnya. Kenapa?

Sekadar berjumpa, kau pandang muka aku dan aku pandang muka kau. Itu tak pernah cukup. 

Long time no see ma friend.

Namun I still glad because at least I am able to see you guys again. This might be my last Ramadhan and at least in this last Ramadhan, I have chance to spend some time for you guys. 

Bila masing masing dah bersepah serata Malaysia dengan jadual yang sungguh berbeza setiap satunya, pasti akan menyukarkan keadaan. Tapi itulah kenyataan yang harus ditempuh. 

Seharusnya kita sudah bersedia sejak spm lagi. Sepatutnyalah. Tapi kebiasaannya kita hanya lakukan apa yang tidak patut sahaja. llols. 

Long time no see ma friend. 

Even it was just a short meeting but I want you know how much it means to me. 

People may look it as a simple dinner but for me it was precious.

we have our own world when we are together. 

I always hope that we will be bonded until hereafter. because I do believe 

friendship doesn't look at miles. It never depends on how much you talk to each other 

but its all depends on your heart, sincerity, honesty, passion and love. 

Long time no see ma friends and I just want let you know that you guys will remains in my minds as long as Allah Willing. 

Losing of someone you loved.

Long time no see. Long time no talk.

I miss my uncle. but each time I say that sentence I hate myself more than anything else.

It was fake.

The fact is I never miss my late uncle.

Because if I do miss him, at least I can recite Fatihah for him.

At least I can pray for him.

but in my dua, I always forget to pray for others success and health.

I am just thinking about myself and everything which related only with me.

Thinking this, I just hate myself.

I know I must start to change it by now. I really hope people can pray for me.

I have never experience of losing someone I really love and close to me.

That is why I can not understand your feeling.

I am really sorry and I do mean it.

but I also do not want to be at your place. I don't want the feeling of losing.

But what I can say is,

When Allah do something like take your love ones, he must do it for a reason.

so, stay strong and believe in him.

Ermm..I really don't know how to comfort people who in sadness of losing person they loved.

I am so sorry because I can't help you in reducing your problems, fear and sadness. I hope you will meet someone who can ease your mind and heart. I am really sorry.

I do feel bad. 

Mistakes :)

Our biggest mistake is that we never learn from the mistake we have commit. 

We let our self fall in the same hole again and over again. 

We never care about ourselves yet yell at people why they don't even give respect to us.

In my point of view, actually we simply judge others and ask them 

why you can't even do that? its look simple in my eyes? 

simple does not always mean easy. 

we tend to forget all those things and keep repeating those same mistake. 

Through that way, we will never learn. 

Scrolling down :)

I am scrolling down my own blog. 

Read all those old entries. 

about friends and spm and etc

When I look back, i actually have shared so many stories about life

and yet not notice it until now. 

because I notice that after I am being a student, I mean "university life"

I have no times and ideas to share. 

Maybe I'm not really jump into my feeling and 

dig out my own thought..kind of.

Dulu waktu I muda teenager, I always want to be at the place where I will get busy doing assignment and not wearing school uniform. Now when I already stand at the place I wish for, I start miss my old life.
After all, school is the best place ever!

a little words...

hope

Harapan itu always exist in each soul who believe.

Harapan should be seiring dengan Effort.

a little words..

Hijab

Catatan ini ditujukan buat yang diingati. 

Catatan ini ditujukan buat mereka yang bisa mengerti. 

Catatan ini buat mereka yang ditakdirkan untuk membacanya. 

namun. 

catatan ini bukan berniat untuk menyakiti.

mahupun melukai mana mana pihak yang berkaitan.

Catatan ini wujud kerana the author of this blog asyik berfikir kebelakangan ini. 

berfikir tentang isu ini. 

Islam. 

agama yang sangat indah jika dipelajari. 

sebenarnya kita lupa, yang perlu belajar tentang Islam bukan hanya non-muslim atau muallaf sahaja tapi yang paling utama ialah orang Isalam itu sendiri.

Bagaimana mahu mempertahankan agamamu jika agamamu itu tidak kamu pelajari?

sebab tu zaman sekarang banyak 'followers' not 'believers'.

sebab itu, zaman sekarang wujud hanya Islam pada nama, ic card and etc.

Hakikatnya, jiwa kita sendiri belum betul-betul Islam. 

(same here)

Hijab. 

Hijab itu melindungi.

straight to the point : ramai perepuan Islam free hair and bagi so much reason and some of them; 

1. belum sampai seru

2. yang bertudung pun belum tentu baik. 

those two yang paling common la kan. so lets discuss about it.

Belum sampai seru. Urmm. Kalau nak diikutkan, Rasulullah dah seru semua umat Islam untuk menutup aurat baik perempuan mahupun lelaki sejak berabad lama. sebelum kewafatan baginda lagi. Yes, I always told my friend that I hold one principal that is, "everyone is born with diff background". 

I sure all of you agree with me. 

Tapi kita tidak boleh jadikan itu sebagai alasan. Sebab Allah kurniakan kita akal untuk berfikir mana yang baik dan mana yang buruk. Allah berikan kita akal untuk berfikir agar kita dapat fahami mengapa DIA menetapkan hukum-hukum seperti itu. 

Allah nak kita belajr. 

contoh paling mudah; Seorang lelaki bernama Zefus membesar dari keluarga yang sangat berada. Dia memiliki setiap sesuatu yang dia pinta. tapi satu dunia tahu dia ni suka bunuh orang. tak suka je bunuh, tak suka je bunuh. Bila ditanya kenapa dia suka bunuh orang? tak takut dosa ke? bila nak bertaubat and etc. 

Jawapan yang Zefus bagi is 'belum sampai seru'

kalau nak tunggu seru dia sampai, berapa ramai orang menderita sebb kehilangan orang yang tersayang? 

sama juga, 

kalau nak tunggu seru kita sampai baru nak bertudung, berapa banyak dah dosa ayah kita tanggung? kata sayang ayah?  walau macam mana sakit dan perit pun hati kita sebab ayah suruh buat tu, buat ni, tapi dia tetap ayah kita. 

kadang kadang ada benda yang kita perlu paksa diri kita untuk buat. seperti paksa diri kita untuk berubah kepada yang lebih baik. paksa diri kita untuk lupakan kekasih lama. paksa diri kita untuk study. paksa diri kita untuk bangun sahur. 

semua itu memerlukan paksaan pada awalnya, tapi lama kelamaan sudah menjadi kebiasaan bukan?

Bagi alasan yang kedua pula;

Benar, yang pakai tudung belum tentu baik tapi yang baik memang bertudung.

sekurang-kurangnya kita tetap akan dapat pahala sebab tutup aurat walaupun akhlak kurang baik. kalau soal akhlak itukan boleh diubah. kita boleh belajar and improve. semua benda perlu belajar.

tapi,

kalau kita buat baik sekalipun tapi tak bertudung apa gunanya. dosa all the time masuk buku. bukan tu je, bohonglah kalau kata kita tak pernah buat dosa. yang maksum tu Nabi Muhammad je. dan yang menanggung dosa bukan kita je, kita seret sekali ayah kita, atok kita, abang kita, adik lelaki kita, suami kita and anak lelaki kita.

berbeza dengan pakai tudung tapi tak comfirm baik. sekurang-kurangnya dosa dia ditanggung sendiri tanpa menarik ayah,abang atok and etc semua sebab dia dah tutup aurat dia.

Ini bukan soal hipokrit atau munafik.
Ini bukan soal mahu jadi diri sendiri.
Kita perlu sentiasa ingat,
kadang kadang setiap tindakan yang kita ambil, bukan hanya melibatkan diri kita sahaja.
kadang-kadang ia melibtakan banyak pihak.
kita sendiri pun sebagai Islam, berjalan diatas muka bumi dengan membawa nama Islam.
kalau buruk perbuatan kita maka buruklah nama agama kita.

Walaupun hati belum berasa ikhlas, kita perlu ingat satu perkara 'berusaha' kerana hidayah Allah tak kan datang kalau tak dicari.
Bermula dengan menutup aurat sepenuhnya.
agar dosa menjadi kurang.
mohon keampunan dari Allah.
hilangkan titik titik hitam yang menghalang hidayah.
mudah-mudahan kita semua mendapat jawapan.

Catatan ini ditujukan obviously untuk diri sendiri juga. Maaflah andai kata ada mengguris hati u olls semua. Ini semua untuk peringatan diri I sendiri. Tak ada niat nak menyindir or else.

virus abnormal

"kalau sekali namanya kebetulan. kalau kali kedua, adakah itu suratan?"

Pertamanya aku perlu mengerti apakah itu kebetulan dan apakah itu yang disebut-sebut sebagai suratan. 

Urmmm.

Flashback...flashback guys..

Library ni tak macam libaray seyh. Some watch the movies, listen to the list of songs and some just enjoy their nap. Frankly, I don't mind pun tapi agak-agaklah.

Volume reach till the max. Macamlah satu libarary nak tahu apa yang kau tengah buat.

(manusia yang suka mementingkan diri sendiri semakin bertambah. Pin ya!!)

Lols, banyaknya assignment. 

Should be : one task at one time
what happen : taskSsss at one time

Kedua belah tangan busy dengan laptop, pen, paper, notebook and files. 

Uruskan kesemuanya. 

Tiba-tiba nampak dia. Nampak dia. Nampak dia. 

mata terpaku pada dia. 

tapi hati tak ada vibration. 

"would you marry me?"

bersambung....

cerita ini hanyalah rekaan semata-mata. tiada kaitan antara yang hidup ataupun yang sudah meninggal dunia. Kebosanan melanda merupakan faktor utama idea ini dimuntahkan. 

A little word called 'sorry'

Why do we ask 'SORRY' even when we're not wrong..?

* Why do we ask 'SORRY' even when we're not wrong..??
* Why do we 'BEND' ourselves in front of the person we care..??
* Why do we feel pleasure in 'HURTING' the one we love..??
* Why do we get 'CONSOLED' only when we cry on their shoulders who made us to cry..??

Because,
Some PAINS are more enjoyed than happiness!
Some RELATIONS are more important than ego!
Some DEFEATS are more triumphant than victory!
Some MOMENTS are more precious than breath.

I miss the smell of rain,

I got drunken by the rains,
my cloth wet.
I was hiding under the bullets of the rain.

I miss those day we shout in the storm and thunder.
Expecting people couldn't hear.

I miss the smell of rain which make me feel connected to the world.
I miss the smell of rain, where I always get wet and everything
about you diffuse in my mind and all over the body.

I got spelled  in the rain. lols

Bye,
Assalammualaikum.

I miss the smell of rain,

I got drunken by the rains.

I miss the smell of rain,

I got drunken by the rain.
my cloth wet.
I was hiding under the bullets  of rain.

I miss those day we shout together in
the storm and thunder,
expecting people couldn't hear.

I miss the smell of rain.
which make me feel connected to the world.

I miss 

I miss the smell of mud,
we got stain on the face.

The mud was dried and attached on our skin.

I miss the smell of mud,
where we don't care about anything
but keep playing

we are so free.

I miss the smell of mud.
it make your look bad,
but never hide your pure heart.

Bye,
Assalammualaikum.

Ayah said "macam mana nak kahwin sem2 macam ni?"
I was like "apa ayah?"

Our story never have the ending.
be strong and stay strong.

Bye,
Assalammualaikum.

You know she's truly hurt when she chooses to ignore you :)

Bye,
Assalammualaikum.

You know she's truly hurt when she chooses to ignore you :)

Bye,
Assalammualaikum.