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For me, mudah je.
I am not a loyal person.
But I will be one day.
When?
when I become a wife to my husband.
Who is your husband?
ask Allah. I don't know.
For me, there is no use to put any commitment in relationship that I know will not last. Nowdays kes cerai berai tu macam kes kucing kencing depan rumah je. I mean 'not a big matter' lha. That is why I don't want to think about relationship at this stage.
I hate when they promises but they tak tunaikan.
I hate when their gigi yang lembut macam jeli but then bertukar keras macam batu after marriage.
Let focus on study.
At 25 tell ayah and mama that I want to get married
and then marry with someone who willing to accept my weakness.
and I will love him.
will respect and love my family.
At the end of that, the things I searching for is happiness.
Not only my happiness but everyone happiness.
That is why..I tak pandang you when people said you are so good looking. Because I don't trust people. But now, I know my stand tengah goyah because of someone.
But Allah always with me and I know what should I do.
Delete the file.
For me, mudah je.
I am not a loyal person.
But I will be one day.
When?
when I become a wife to my husband.
Who is your husband?
ask Allah. I don't know.
For me, there is no use to put any commitment in relationship that I know will not last. Nowdays kes cerai berai tu macam kes kucing kencing depan rumah je. I mean 'not a big matter' lha. That is why I don't want to think about relationship at this stage.
I hate when they promises but they tak tunaikan.
I hate when their gigi yang lembut macam jeli but then bertukar keras macam batu after marriage.
Let focus on study.
At 25 tell ayah and mama that I want to get married
and then marry with someone who willing to accept my weakness.
and I will love him.
will respect and love my family.
At the end of that, the things I searching for is happiness.
Not only my happiness but everyone happiness.
That is why..I tak pandang you when people said you are so good looking. Because I don't trust people. But now, I know my stand tengah goyah because of someone.
But Allah always with me and I know what should I do.
Delete the file.