to you who are living through the present moment

to you right now, who keep hanging your head down 

just why are you crying? I don't understand at all 

just what can I, being so powerless do for you? 

since I am not you , I don't understand what you feel

I can't just thoughtlessly tell you that I do understand 

so please tell me why you are in pain 

I want try my best to do for you whatever I can 

its okay to cry from time to time 

but tomorrow let's go with a smile 

you always try so hard . you really try too hard 

you don't have to work so hard now

its fine to slack off once in a while 

although you can only live in a uncouth manner, I like your way of life 

I really like your eyes when you smile 

so please don't blame yourself so much 

at times, people grow up through relying on others 

its okay to run away from pain or difficulties 

as long as you can fight again on another day 

even though so many unpleasant things have happened by going through them

it becomes easier for you to notice the little pleasant things, doesn't it?

to you who have forgotten even to smile 

you've been through so much up today, but you will definitely have a happy tomorrow 

so please, don't just keep suffering in a corner alone

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater...The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot

Love is patient, love is kind. 

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres

k bye =) 

Love is needing someone.

 Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you

vole.xo.xo

We’re all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.

Its all in the view 

That's what I mean about forever too, 

For anyone of us, 

out forever could end in an hour or a hundred years from now on 

You never know for sure

so you'd better make every second count 

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it 

Life is beauty, admire it 

Life is a dream , realise it

Life is a challenge , meet it 

Life is a duty, complete it 

Life is a game , play it

Life is a promise , fulfill it 

Life is sorrow , overcome it 

Life is a song, sing it 

Life is struggle , accept it 

Life is a tragedy , confront it 

Life is an adventure , dare it 

Life is too precious , do not destroy it

Life is Life , fight for it 

I have too much reason to fight for my life, 

To ,laugh often and much

to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children 

to earn the appreciation of honest critics and to endure the betrayal of false friends

to appreciate beauty

to find the best in others 

to leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch

or redeemed social condition 

to know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived 

This is have to succeeded 

I shall believe in myself to achieve my dream.

You're not allow to ruin my dream 

and you think I will just let and see it ?? 

people, let success together, hate brings you no where

Where ever she is 

What ever she is 

However she is 

I just ever wish that I want to be her, 

but peoples have their own special case 

and they just need to believe. 

I shall believe myself and I know that

=)

dear, kau memang pandai pilih

thanks 

its beautiful even doesn't suit me

Jealous

you know when you do 

I Know That You're Jealous But Don't Be 

I have my own space where it make me special just the way I am

and you can have yours too. 

Stop lying and accept the way you are and dig your heart then

you will find the best answer of your privileges in your own space. (= 

Yes This Is For You 

The Past!!

past for you doesn't mean past for me 

past for me doesn't mean past for you 

but in the middle of that, there is something that will never be past for you and for me

when I feel I miss you damn much, 

I open my facebook's inbox .

You Know What

I almost cry, reading it one by one since you activated your acc. 

but as you said, I just wasting crying for things like this, 

I'am speechless 

#2

Cannot Enjoy The Last Sport Day :'(

Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa bergurau senda di hadapanmu,
Ketahuilah dialah seorang pemurung tatkala sendirian.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa menyuntik kata-kata semangat dan perangsang kepadamu,
Ketahuilah tatkala itu dia sedang menyulam hatinya yang retak seribu.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sentiasa kelihatan kuat di hadapanmu,
Ketahuilah dialah yang sentiasa mengadu lemah di hadapan Tuhannya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang ketawanya menceriakan harimu,
Ketahuilah tatkala itu dia sedang membalut duka di dadanya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang sering memberi hadiah kepadamu,
Ketahuilah dialah insan yang tidak pernah mendapatkannya.

~✿>> Seseorang yang bebas mengeluarkan cetusan fikirannya,
Ketahuilah dialah seorang 'petapa setia' yang tidak mampu
bersuara tatkala sendirian.....

BIDADARI FIRDAUSI

Not-To-Self 2

Hidup aku tak seindah dan tak sesempurna kisah kisah dongeng 

dalam novel novel islamik mahupun sebaliknya, 

tapi sekurang-kurangnya aku mahu jadi yang terbaik setakat yang aku mampu 

dalam kisah hidup aku sendiri 

Note-To-Self

memang lha masa berjalan sebab tu kita ibaratkan dia macam emas 

tapi kita kena bersyukur sebab masa tak berlari dan tak berhenti!

kalau masa berlari, nanti kita tercari cari 

kalau masa berhenti, nanti kita tak kenal erti kehidupan ini 

dan setiap saat yang berlalu adalah sejarah yang mengandungi 

pahit, manis, suka dan duka.. 

kehidupan tu sangat indah and precious

melihat kembali apa yang pernah berlaku dan sedang berlaku menjadikan kita 

semakin matang dalam meniti hari2 yang mendatang. 

Aku mungkin boleh bertahan untuk tempoh yang agak lama dengan pengalaman yang sudah 

tetapi sakit dan pedih yang menghimpit tetap terasa! 

Aku tak meyesal, Aku tak sedih, Aku tak marah, Aku tak rasa apa2 dah

Aku rasa aku Copper 

Copper : No change mean no reaction

cuma aku terkilan sangat, 

I try to forget but I can't. I try to accept, also I can't. I try to forgive, but I can't 

I've brutal character, but I only has a small soft heart

Its very fragile, that why I like this. 

but, that fragile heart can be hard like stone and you will never see it turn like before.

I really want to finish this each second that left for me

full with happiness and enjoy this little time with those persons who I appreciate!!

Assalammualaikum 

Masa

kau amiklah berapa bayak masa yang kau perlu,
kerana ruang itu diperlukan untuk kebaikan, 

tapi jangan sampai terlambat, 

kerana mungkin suatu ketika,

ketika masanya telah tiba, 

aku tiada lagi untuk kau katakan ''kau kawan aku'' 

lama lagikah masa yang aku ada?

Things aren't meant to be forever

we live then we die 

and what we do in the middle 

makes us who we are

The past cannot be 

CHANGED, FORGOTTEN, EDITTED OR ERASED 

It can only be ACCEPTED 

It Hurts Isn't it?

Everyone has three life 

1. Public life 

2. A private life 

3. Secret life 

I make 2 and 3 mine and let the 1 going with the flow 

people will never know

sometimes you gotta quit thinking so much. 

If it feels right, it probably is.

So just go with it 

I love it when I hear lyrics 

that totally apply to my current situations 

LIFE IS A PUZZLE 

stop trying to place people where they don't fit 

Understand? 

sometimes 

words are better of and left unsaid 

because saying them would make things worse. 

They couldn't understand 

I want

I want talk much 

I want laugh much

I want to tell you 

I want to spread my words 

I want do this and

I want do that 

I want to be here and

I want to be there 

I want to online 

I want to study 

I want to eat ice cream 

I want blue wall 

I want that shoes 

I want that bag 

 I want everything that I want 

I Just Want 

Siblings

I fight with my siblings

but once you lay your fingers towards them

you face me!!!

don't worry my brosis, I'm here taking care of you 

Far From Each Other

to create a sense of love and affection which have faded

we just need time and space.

too much things happen between us and

I hope this 7 days had teach us how to be better

I cannot promise anything

but I'll try to do anything

to achive our ambition and dream

Friends Like Us

It told me everything 

Indonesia

mitos and dongeng

everything is those drama was unlogical,

yet I don't know why

I'm still watching it

The Hero Is Handsome ^o^

imy

Today you are come back with a new post on your wall.

I don't think that it enough for me to know your condition right now.

where ever you are

and how ever the situation it is

remember that I'm here thinking of you

Assalammualaikum



On the way to the 1st step

To Mama and Ayah 

Thanks for loving and care about me 

I feel different when it just me left in the house

with two little sister and brother. 

I'm just like the first daughter and I don't like this feeling. 

It needs me to be more mature to guide my siblings, 

and I just don't want grow up again. 

I still want to be a kid. 

Yes, I admit that actually 

I'm scared to face the world out there.

 I know my sister will success 

I always pray for her success 

she thought me everything that I should know 

she protect me as long as she can 

she always accept me from my weakness to the abilities 

sometimes she's jerk and annoying but I realise 

that she had been too patient 

with my jerk and annoy habits

 Thanks Kak Yati .

She treats us Nasi Arab 

its feel weird on my tongue and in my mouth

the sour and the spice 

make me feel different. 

but for not hurting the person who treat me 

so, I finish my meal with the suck breath . 

I think if I eat it oftenly, I sure Ican make 

my self more comfortable and 

my body system can accept those food.

 My beloved mama 

my default picture 

she is so different with me 

I'm copycated my dad lha =)

beside me is Afifah

my dearest cousin who I love the most 

always with me 

and know me in and out 

know my secret and know my problems. 

She is really meant for me

This is my siblings =)

In the blue blouse is my youngest sister

and we called him 'baby'

she's sweet like that. 

In the light brown shirt is my youngest brother

and we called him 'kimi' 

from the name Farid Hakimi 

In the yellow- black shirts is my brother

differ 3 years below me 

but he's taller than me 

and I don't like that fact! 

and we called him 'Nuar'

from the name Farid Anuar 

besides Nuar is my eldest sister 

already in U 

waiting for the replying letter from Mesir 

and she is the best

the name that have loyal meaning [ for me] 

Farah Adibah 

kegemniraan kepemimpinan 

I used to called her 'kak' 

I love all of them. Till my last breath 

Assalammualaikum

My Feeling

When I shared something which is related to my feelings

with others, 

Actually the feeling was going to left me slowly and when 

I woke up, I realise that my feelings already gone. 

Atikah You're Right 

But seriously I don't want this feeling flying away

please. what to do? 

# I Miss Him 

Think

I want to stop from thinking but 

I still keep thinking because

this thing keep me attracted to keep thinking 

Thinking Again 

Flying Letter For Kau C(=

Terkadang hatiku bertanya 

Adakah dia dah berpunya 

kerana diriku berasa

aku jatuh hati padanya 

Aku ingin memilikinya, 

Aku ingin menjaga dia, 

Aku ingin menyayanginya,

Aku ingin hidup dengannya . 

Would you? 

Assalammualaikum

Be Better

THE GAME JUST START    ^_"   '  

LAYAN
I give you a chance, 

You miss it once 

You never get another. 

#So Don't Blame Me C(=  peace ''~''

Its okay to be just yourself and it is very important for you to be just yourself, 

but there is nothing wrong for you to be just better than you're now. 

Not for others but for your goodness too ''o^ 

Assalammualaikum 

Sahabat =)

Ingin aku singkap kembali

Kenangan lama agar bersemi

Inginku ulangi kisah manis

Agar terus bersemadi

Ingatlah aku sebagai rakanmu

Kenanglah daku dalam doamu

Begitulah indahnya kisah dahulu

Engkau sebagai temanku

Apabila engkau terjaga

Satukanlah harapanku denganmu

Kerana ianya bakal berpadu

Mimpi si penunggu yang setia

Layarkanlah impian doamu

Sesungguhnya aku masih mengingatimu

Sebagai kawan rakan dan teman

Semoga kita diberkati Allah

Kudoakan kepadamu agar bahagia

Di dunia dan akhirat

Bila sesuatu berlaku diantara kita. Salahkanlah aku kalau itu dapat memuaskan hatimu kerana aku juga turut mengakui bahawa banyak khilaf yang telah aku lakukan sepanjang aku mengenali dirimu. Seperti yang kau tahu, aku tidak sempurna dan aku hanya mampu mengharapkan kemaafan daripada dirimu atas segala dosa-dosa aku pada dirimu. 

Bila sesuatu berlaku diantara kita. Aku mohon agar leraian kasih persahabatan ini tidak disusuli dengan dendam dihati. Aku mohon padamu, jika benar sesuatu itu berlaku diantara kita, biarlah ia hanya antara kita.

bukan antara aku dengan keluargamu 

dan 

bukan antara dirimu dengan keluarga aku 

Sahabatku, andai hubungan ini tercalar kerana sesuatu dan 'sesuatu' itu adalah kerana aku. 

Aku terima. Kerana aku tidak mahu mendesak, menyakiti mahupun menambahkan beban kepada dirimu lagi. Namun, aku tetap menghargai segala pemberian, keprihatinan dan kesabaran yang kau berikan sepanjang kita menjalinkan persahabtan ini. 

Aku masih menyayangi mu kerana engkau saudara seIslamku. 

Kau tidak kurang apa2 jika hanya aku yang tiada. Aku percaya itu! =)

Semoga berjaya dalam mengejar mimpi dan cita cita. 

Aku tidak menyesal kerana mengenalimu

Terima Kasih 

Assalammualaikum

Loser?

You're not a loser 

I never see you like a loser 

I proud of your spirit 

always stay strong in any state and condition 

so, please don't feel like that =)

Assalammualaikum 

Who am I?

.we're not friends.

we're strangers with memories 

I don't know you and

you don't know me

I just peeking you 

but you don't realise 

that because 

I like you that much 

just I'm shy 

Me today

when I know your reason. I felt like dying and 

you have no right to blame me today 

because you make me who am I today =)

The fact

Friends almost 4 years

Only today, we start blaming each other and feel the pain that stab our heart.

we're not being outspoken in relationship 

I used it before, but you said that I'm little rude and totally not polite

but, when we keep silent and blind our eyes for each mistakes that we did in this relationship

we can see the cracks of the relationship. 

Sometimes strangers are better but I will miss my friends.. Truly.. 

I Miss You Always My Friends 

Just we can't right?

Assalammualaikum 

Satisfaction...

We get the satisfaction once we spread out our words 

but the effect that affect us is bigger than what we can imagine. 

I warned myself but I'm so hard just like a stone, 

but I just don't care because I'm used to it. 

I Don't Know How About You 

Assalammualaikum

Sakit kan?

Its hurt right?

It also hurt inside me

Assalammualaikum