We are not too small for a big dream

Do anyone ever belittle you for having a dream they thought too good to be true? But guess what, I believe each and everyone of us, is seeking goodness instead of hatred, but we do not have faith that it is possible?

But if we believe that we could achieve that, then why not, we try. Because no one, is too small for a big dream. Do not let other painters, paint your canvas 🌹

Hati "tissue" is who?

I do not want to talk about that, but lets talk about that

Assalammualaikum w.b.t

Hi ladies & gentlemen. Very often we labelled those who easily cried over small things as "hati tissue", hati tak sado. Overly sensitive. Vulnerable. You name it. Those who shows, they will express through face expression, mouth pouting, or even crying. But my concern today goes to those who actually sad, torn and scarred but never shows. The one who keep it hidden. The one who try to keep it as a secret even to their own knowledge. How is it even possible, right? Do you ever think about that?

Growing up, I have heard a lot about second child symptom. They are literally more rogue than the first child. Stronger in term of energy and physical power. Hard headed, rebellious & funny. Second child can crack jokes anywhere, anytime. People feel so comfortable to hang around them, but not many can stand their hot headed. They are short tempered, so literally, they appeared stronger than the first born.

But I always believe, being strong is not determine by the least you cry. In fact, those who cried most, is actually the strongest. To cry, it needs bravery. To cry, it actually means that you have tried.

But the thing is, everyone cry. You always see people around you smiling, laughing and even live like they had no problems but as you do, all people crying too. So, do you ever ponder, when they cry? Where they cry? I think people who cry so much but wouldn't able to show it to other people is the one who suffered most. Because people didn't see and they didn't have anyone. They had themselves and Allah alone.

Oftestandrewards

No. No one said it was easy. But that test, is only to make us stronger. Just like the game we used to play. After we passed stage 1, we will go up to stage 2. And the level of difficulties will get harder. Sometime we feel restless, nervous and sometimes when we fed up for not surpassing the test, we leave the game. 

Are you getting it now?

Yes dear, Allah didn't want you to leave the game. HE wants to reward you, but the only way for you to receive that reward, you must first surpass the test. When you have accepted the challenge, walk over it. Go through the test, even if you fail, you can start over again., and those failures will only mature you, so you make better decision in the future. So when you had that much experience on playing that particular stage in a game after failing so many time, I believe, you will pass it. We will pass it. 

And I believe that everytime we play a game, we will become so eager to finish the game. No matter how many times we failed, we will try it again and again, until one day, we finally win, how joyful it taste. The winning taste better when we it is hard earn right? Same goes to our life. The harder it gets, the better we get. 

So friends, today, let's start our day fresh. Let's try again. Let's not run from our problems. Let's pass the test.

ADDICTION

I try to live without you

Believing that I will forget you

but it is not as easy as stop drinking coffee

when I open my eyes, I will remember you again

perhaps it is like this, I'm addicted to you

if I can't see you for one day

I cant stand it

I love you and I don't have any regrets

even though I don't say a word

how could I forget you

when my heart is still full of tears

I love you even if you are not there

even if you're dead

even if it's hopeless

because I miss you

because I never blame you 

why is it so serious

why does it hurt sometime

why it so familiar just like a disease 

that I could not forget

perhaps it is like this

I am addicted to you

by - kjk