Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Industrial Exposure

Suck! That was my first impression after the IE briefing.Macam nak terbalik dewan kuliah (dk) dengan suara suara tak puas hati daripada students. Less than five weeks, management (mgt) asking us to look for any company untuk buat attachment. The most ridiculous part is - any job will do even cleaning the toilet which hundred percent tak related dengan our scope of study. Yang tambah bengang student tu, sebab the purpose of this IE thingy is for promoting the university. It seems so. Like, anywhere you go, when you mention unikl, the whole world will know "ohh, that uni aaa". Huh. So, regardless what management had to say, everything sounds wrong to us - the student who currently have been forced to involved in many programs we did not want to. 

So, taking advantage - I am working with my dad. Do the house chores, watching tv, cooking, eating and sleeping. In return, I got the stamp! It goes easy for me, that is why I couldn't say much about it because I feel like I am cheating while others are working really hard to complete the IE program. These fella, I ask Allah to bless them and give them the success as they really deserve it. Oh, forget to tell, what makes students mad the most is because this program will be executed during our two weeks semester break for 14 days. Dalam erti kata lain, after final exam, we will go for IE, then terus masuk new semester. In much more simpler and hurtful words, NO CUTI!! for this semester. 

I know there is always a loop to improve and I know our institution is working at their best to provide the best services to their students. However, it would be so great if they are not using the students as the experiment as it is not them who will bear the consequences. It won't be a problem if they told us earlier, at least we are well prepared - you know, siapa nak amik kerja untuk two weeks time? kfc pun reject. so most of us, either tak buat or join catering. Our education system is quite a mess right now, but maybe it was a sign of improvement - we don't know. However, I really hope, our future generation could enjoy systematic system in their education. 

Thank you, assalammualaikum.

Monday, July 10, 2017

A surprise


Girls tend to surprise on little things, 
don't know how boys will react,
but this is what happened last night. 

Hawa went home (jb) for her friend's wedding, 
and I supposed to fetch once she come back for mimet (lumut) at bus station, 
but I've promised to come over to my cousin's place 
for Hari Raya.
I asked ustad to help us. 

I informed Hawa that I am not available, 
and Ustad will fetch her instead of me. 

Then I received message from my cousin
that this weekend activity was postpone to another date. 
Then, I am thinking on surprising Hawa.
I planned to come along with Ustad.

The thing is, 
I just bought a new toy, 
a foundation
and two-lipstick. 
idk, lately I've develop an interest 
on make up thingy. 
(influenced by my roommate, haha, she's to be blame)


so, i try it out. 
I want to show Hawa 
how I did my make up 
for the first time. 
I didn't think either ustad or rosya will notice it 
as we're going out at night, 
and after that we'll go to night market,
which ofc, I will not walk with them, 
so I think it's alright...until...

ustad and rosya is actually 
planning to eat with the whole bunch 
of the troublemaker brats!
ipe, aril bob all were there! 
and the worst part is -- we're nott going to pasar malam
but eat at restoran! so i need to face them la kan? 
omaigad!!

ok, back to Hawa story. 
when we arrived, Hawa already waiting. 
she didn't notice me in the car,
and she's so surprised that I was there, 
yeah, i got bruises on my hand -- she slap me hard!! 
gonna tell my mom about it soon!! c(:

so - she is surprised. 
and I suoer surpised, 
for it was embarrassing wearing make up 
in front of your friends who you show your bare face to 

okay, this one out of topic.
yesterday, I've tried out mc flurry salted caramel and it was tasty!! nyumnyum
ok bye, till here

Wednesday, July 5, 2017

Final Exam January 2017


It's already close to the end of this semester, means that I have another one semester to attend before I off for internship. Back then, during diploma years, I am so happy and excited that I will finish this early and fast furious, however things does not goes the same way with degree. One thing is because I won't do my internship together with my batch-mate, second is because I know, once I go for internship, the chances for me to meet all my friends is low.

I know everyone will go their way someday -- but still the thought of it is making me sick! 

Ok, back to my original story - final exam. So this evening, I have sat for my first paper - marketing. Honestly I don't really know what to read and I didn't study much because the notes are quite messy. I can't say that it was easy but I wouldn't say it is hard because alhamdulillah I can answer the question and I know every answer for every question they asked, but I do not know whether or not my answer is acceptable. complex enough? haha

tomorrow i have no paper but need to get ready for paper on thursday and friday. Good luck all

the last smile she gives


She has stopped to care. 
Not because she has stop loving. 
No. because the feeling for him still lingering. 
She has stopped to protect her feeling, 
because she's tired of getting abused by his ignorance. 

She couldn't blame him for being clueless,
as there is no cure for that.
But there is no other way round, 
she found no one but herself to depend on. 

That is why, 
this time she chooses to stop and leave,
for she believe 
if he has the same feeling, 
he will gather the courage and start once again.  

She never stop trying, 
but she wanted to see how much he ever tried,
to really have that special relationship. 

Of course, she will tick tock the time, 
until then, she'll be watching him, 
until the time end, 
she'll close the book and fly far away.

Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Movie Review: Paa


This is a story about father-son relationship and the true definition of strong woman (one of la). 
Armol Arte (Ambhishek Bachan) has always wanted to be a politician. His mission is to
change people's mindset that "politic" is not a bad word! He wanted to be a 'clean' politician who will really work for its people. When he study abroad, he met with this beautiful girl named Vidya. They fall in love and make love **where is my marah emoticon**

Vidya pregnant and Armol asked her to abort their child. Vidya refused and she is lucky to have her mum, bum who supported her. I like Bum character. She know that her daughter makes mistakes, but things happened and there is no use to get mad at her or chasing her out from home, together -- they try to make their life happier. A son was born but he was diagnosed with extremely rare genetic disorder, pageria -- where mentally he's normal but physically he looks five times older. 

But still. despite all bad news that Vidya received, he took care for her son! giving all that she can. She never feel ashamed on Auro, instead - she provide him with the best education,. I love to see the kids at Auro's school, how sweet and innocent they are. They accept Auro is different from them but never once they treat Auro any less. That is what we should promote to our children.

Auro never know who his father is. After 14 years, Armol Arte has become a well-known politician. He came to Auro's school for an event and there, they both meet without knowing their relationship. Things happened and Auro's eventually know the truth. He's disappointed with his dad but still, he wants to spend time with his father.

However, those with pageria couldn't survive long. The longest ever lived with this disease was 15 years old. Auro was admitted to hospital and there, Armol met Vidya after 14 years. Now, Armol want to admit that Auro is his son. The part that he can accept his son's weakness is very good because not many parents who has high social class will accept kids like Auro but still -- he is the one who decide to kill Auro [hish! benci] 

Auro died, but before he leaves the world forever, he unite his parents once again. I don't know whether or not Vidya still love Armol as she did treat him well because of Auro but if I am Vidya, I will not get back to him. 

rate: 7/10