What disrespect for me?

You know what?

for me, i repeat -- FOR ME. 

Telling someone you know him/her 

is kind of disrespect.

for me, i repeat -- FOR ME. 

as long as you're NOT my family -- you never know me for real. 

and yeah, family for me, i repeat -- FOR ME, 

is my dad, my mama, my sisters and brothers. 

they are real and they are my family. 

you know what. 

the pain is real. 

the struggle is real. 

the healing process is real. 

the sadness is real. 

the depression is real.

the smile is real. 

the tears is real. 

and above all that, 

you never knew at which "real" 

that someone is going through right now. 

because, people tend to smile when they actually sad. 

people tend to cry when they actually happy. 

so for many unexpected, incomprehensible reasons,

it's hard for us to figure out what 

actually that one person feeling is. 

same goes here. 

I hate it when someone who aren't my family 

telling me that they know me because 

I know they didn't. 

 

Just like everyone have their own likes and dislikes, 

same goes to me. 

Maybe, mine just sound too different. 

but respect that. 

p/s: and I clearly said. when I didn't like things I will say it out loud, so people could understand, but it seems like people doesn't take it for real. so everytime I say A, they insist that what I actually meant is B when the truth is -- I really meant A.